Surrounded

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You surrounded me.
You built me up, you made me feel good. You surrounded my world with happiness.

I surrounded you.
I tried so hard to make you want me. I surrounded your world with ambush.

I surrounded her.
Even though I hated myself, I had to hurt one of my best friends for you. What could go wrong? I'm happy, you're happy. I surrounded her world with stress.

You surrounded me.
Once again, I was built so high, I was so happy. Until something changed, you ripped it away. You surrounded my world with heartbreak.

I am surrounded. Surrounded by the fact that I wasn't good enough for you, and haven't been good enough for anyone since. I am surrounded by my friends being happy, but wondering why that can't be me. I am surrounded by my thoughts and anxiety, and I can't get through the day. I am surrounded by the suffocating feeling of being rejected. I am surrounded in agony, and it's all because you surrounded me with happiness.

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 18, 2018 ⏰

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