24/7 - a Messe fanfic

Alleyways

*Jesse's pov*
I grabbed Matty's hand and ran out of the restaurant doors. I had completely forgot I brought drugs with me. I had planned on getting high with Matty in his hotel room, not going on a romantic stroll, although I had enjoyed it up until now. Behind us I could hear the waiter yelling at us in a harsh French accent until we had ran far enough away that his voice was inaudible. I didn't even think about where I was going, I was just running as fast as my feet could take me. I could hear Matty panting behind me. I felt bad for even involving him in this situation, but I kept running so we didn't get caught and sent to jail. I was honestly more worried about what Matty thought of me now rather than being sent to jail though, so I figured if we keep running I won't have to explain myself right away. I dragged it on as long as I could.

I saw an alleyway in my blurry vision and immediately ran in, pulling Matty in as well.
"What the fuck mate???" he says out of breath. He sits himself down on the concrete and leans on the wall. "You gotta be careful with shit like that.... were you planning on... snorting that??"
"Well yeah, I mean we've already sold all the drugs we needed to. I had extra." I stare down at my shoes. I hear Matty sigh. "Maybe another time," he replies. I was a little shocked by his response, but I'm glad he was on the same page. I pulled out a bag of weed from my pocket.
"I still have this." Matty smiles at me.

I sit down next to him and load my pipe with weed. We pass it back and forth until everything feels hazy. I keep looking at Matty catching glimpses of him smiling goofily. Everything seems to be moving in slow motion. I completely feel like I'm in a dream, like I could do anything. "Hey." I look Matty right in the eyes. He looks back at me and takes a couple seconds to respond. "What's up," he giggles. I stare at his lips. I feel like kissing him so much.

I feel dazed and my mind is telling me to do it. Fuck it. Maybe he won't even remember later. I just can't think about anything else, I want to kiss him so bad. I interrupt my thoughts by leaning into Matty and pushing my lips against his. I hesitate to go any further, but Matty doesn't pull back, in fact he returns the favor. I run my fingers through his curly hair and push my body against his. We continue on like this for a couple minutes and I can feel my heart racing and my hands trembling. Matty then interrupts our kissing with his giggle, I start to giggle as well and adjust myself to sit beside him again. He looks in my eyes for a second before resting his head on my shoulder. We sit there like this in the alleyway for god know how long, but I've never felt so content, I was completely fine staying here like this.