Before we begin this, Just, Please don't consider this as a goodbye note. This is not one.
If you see this, then, Don't read, this is unimportant.
Who am I kidding? No one will see this.
I'm sorry.
That's right.
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I'm sorry for existing
I'm sorry for filling your day with rain instead of the sunshine you deserve
I'm sorry I'm not lovableI'm sorry.
I don't know why I feel like this...
I was happy just a second ago...
So why do I feel like I am always Tue second choice?
Why do I feel like Shit?
Why do I feel like I should die?Why?
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Why do I feel extremely cold even though all my windows are closed and I am wrapped up in many blankets?
Why when I see the unsub in criminal minds I'm basically begging for them to kill me?
Why do I seriously want to grab that rope from my bag?
Why do I want to write that note?
Why do I want to do all of this?
Why do I feel like the people I love most hate me?
Why do I feel like they will leave me to die?
Why do I feel like they lie to me by saying they care?
Why?
Nobody has that answer...
Not even myself...
I am not cute (end of debate that has yet to start, TheLegalisedHuman)
I am ugly.
My memes are terrible (end of another debate)
I am way to clingy...
Why do I feel all of this?
I'm sorry...
Forgive me for existing.
Forgive me for being Ugly.
Forgive me for everything I have done wrong...
That's what is going to happen to me soon...
Boredom will take over and I will probably due in my own self Pity.
I'm sorry...
I'm sorry for feeling this way...
Forgive me...
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