Forgive me

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Before we begin this, Just, Please don't consider this as a goodbye note. This is not one.

If you see this, then, Don't read, this is unimportant.

Who am I kidding? No one will see this.

I'm sorry.

That's right.

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I'm sorry for everything.

I'm sorry for existing
I'm sorry for filling your day with rain instead of the sunshine you deserve
I'm sorry I'm not lovable

I'm sorry.

I don't know why I feel like this...

I was happy just a second ago...

So why do I feel like I am always Tue second choice?
Why do I feel like Shit?
Why do I feel like I should die?

Why?

W
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Why do I feel like I should say sorry for existing?

Why do I feel extremely cold even though all my windows are closed and I am wrapped up in many blankets?

Why when I see the unsub in criminal minds I'm basically begging for them to kill me?

Why do I seriously want to grab that rope from my bag?

Why do I want to write that note?

Why do I want to do all of this?

Why do I feel like the people I love most hate me?

Why do I feel like they will leave me to die?

Why do I feel like they lie to me by saying they care?

Why?

Nobody has that answer...

Not even myself...

I am not cute (end of debate that has yet to start, TheLegalisedHuman)

I am ugly.

My memes are terrible (end of another debate)

I am way to clingy...

Why do I feel all of this?

I'm sorry...

Forgive me for existing.

Forgive me for being Ugly.

Forgive me for everything I have done wrong...

Forgive me for everything I have done wrong

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That's what is going to happen to me soon...

Boredom will take over and I will probably due in my own self Pity.

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry for feeling this way...

Forgive me...

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