(spoken) sometimes, when we're down, we take the world down with us.
and when we're dysphoric we take ourselves down with us.
crashing and burning in a wave of "I wish" and "I can't"
No longer are we a wave of ourselves, but instead a swirling pit of agony crashing into the reality of our own world. Of our reality.
Even after we've became our best selves, there are still times dysphoria claws us back into the deep.
And it's painful.
(verse 1) the party is over but i'm still here
floating empty in the atmosphere
bottles and blankets emptied into my skull
forcing the lightswitch off
always thinking I"m the boss
"lovesick" and "torn boy" written on my veins
(chorus) i need some novacaine in this head of mine
because i'm awake way past nine
I can't stay at parties like this
cause soon my hands will turn to fists and i'm
throwing punches left and right
a stupid, torn boy
up all night
angry at the world that keeps him sad.
(verse 2) the fun time is over but i'm still here
reminiscing about my fears
clearing the beer and bad thoughts from my head
nobody knows why i'm so lost
maybe it's the pocketwatch
telling me i'm a second closer to death
(chorus) i need some novacaine in this head of mine
because i'm awake way past five
I can't stay in my head like this
cause soon my hands will turn to fists and i'm
throwing punches left and right
a stupid, torn boy
up all night
angry at the world that keeps him sad.
(bridge: pluck chords) stupid, torn boy
yeah, that's right
a stupid torn boy, up all night
wishing he didn't look so much like a girl....
pretty, torn boy
stay awake
don't think about it, you'll be okay
you pass to yourself and that's enough for me
(chorus) i need some novacaine in this head of mine
because i'm awake way past nine
I can't keep draining myself like this
cause soon my hands will turn to fists and i'm
throwing punches left and right
a stupid, torn boy
up all night
getting better in the world that makes him sad.
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Songs By Calpolverse
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