Sometimes you have the chance to get something you've always wanted and at first without even knowing for sure you're so happy it makes your heart glow it makes you want to breathe again it makes your heart flutter with the joy of a million people and then you find out you don't have that thing you wanted so bad that you talked to god every night and prayed to have it and believed you had it but now that you know you don't have it it breaks your heart but this is like no other heart break this one keeps going for longer than you could think because you just wanted it so bad
