Phil Lester. This is the guy everyone looks at weirdly. The guy everyone judges. The guy everyone makes fun of, mocks, bullies, threatens, & hates. All because he's gay.
His life is already a disaster as is.
His homophobic parents, his insecurities, his anxiety, etc. He hasnt even come out to his parents yet... even after 6 years of himself knowing he's gay.
Ever since he graduated highschool and moved into university, he's been a nervous wreck. It doesn't help that he's ashamed, scared, and embarrassed to be his true self at this preppy university his parents forced him to go to.
'FAGGOT! He has been hearing almost every single day for the past 5 months from the snobby students of rich families.
He has heard everyone say that to him at least once in the school year so far.
Except for one student who hasn't even said a single word to anyone during the school year so far.
Phil wondered if he was shy or just didn't even like anyone at this school.
A part of Phil always thought he was secretly like him, gay.
But Phil always told himself that wasn't the case, even though a part of him wishes he was.
Mainly because Phil always thought he was very attractive and liked how it always seemed he didn't give a crap about anything.
But Phil, day after day, has been brushing that thought out of his head constantly.
But the more he tries to get rid of those thoughts, the more those thoughts keep coming.
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FanfictionYoung Phil deals with school bullies and overall unaccepting people at the preppy university he's going to. He thought it'd be alright if he came out at his school, but that was clearly a mistake as everyday he always gets called nasty names. Beside...
