If We Could Only Turn Back Time: A One Direction FanFic

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~•Two Years Later•~

Well Harry made it. Yeah he made it all the way past XFactor. But last I heard he got kicked off. I wouldn't know. We haven't spoken since I missed his first audition and I don't watch very much of that show. It looked like he was getting too cozy with too many girls.

I guess that's just payback ...

But were done now. No need to worry about him or his little girlfriends or his perfect voice or-- no. Stop. I cant do this to myself.

He seems perfectly fine without me holding him back from his dreams.

I remembered that last text I had send him

"Ok.. I'm sorry."

That's it. No "I love you" or anything. But God forbid HE say the "L word" but I guess that's a touchy subject for most people.

Including me...

" ISTABEL ALEXUS TEASDALE!!"

Crap. I'm in trouble again I thought

Just then my Aunt Lou came running through the door.

"I SWEAR I DIDNT DO IT EM MADE ME!!" I defensively yelled

" No!.. wait. What? Were talking about this later. But you'll never guess what!!"

" YOU FINALLY GOT A DATE!?"

"Nooo. WERE GOING ON TOUR WITH ONE DIRECTION!"

" uhmm.. Yay.?"

" yeahh Yay. There suppost to be some famous boy band all the teenage girls are obsessed with?!?"

" well apparently not all of them"

"Well were traveling to America next week to go on tour! Go ahead and start packing!!"

Just then my heart stopped. I felt a knot in my throat.

"A-America?"

"Yeah!.. oh.. honey.." she said apologetically

"Its ok.. its just. Nevermind."

Suddenly memories flooded my mind. I cant go back to America. Not after what happened.

My mom. Dad. Brother. Everyone I every loved. Gone... well not nessicerily everyone.. I still had Harry. But technically hes forever gone too.

I shut my bedroom door wanting to be alone. Here. In Cheshire, UK. NOT in where ever America.

A couple hours later I heard my aunt knocking at my door.

"Honey. I'm sorry.. I completely forgot."

" its fine. I'm just.. I miss them" I let out a soft whimper.

Just then Lou came bursting in. She looked Down at me with her heartfelt brown eyes. She sat down on the floor with me and her immediate motherly instincts popped in.

We just sat there and cried.

Cried like we never have before. We probably cried more there than we did at the funeral. she hugged me and we sat there rocking back and forth crying. She rubbed my back in small circles. "Its ok honey. You still have me and Lux" She said in a sympathetic voice. I suddenly felt warmer inside.

"WHAAAAAA!! WHAAAAA!!"

"Well I guess baby Lux is up." I said letting out a chuckle.

Just then Lou let out a long sigh and stood up to go comfort her child.

What would I do without her I thought.

Oh yeah.

Probably go live in an orphanage till infinity.

Well I guess I had better start packing. I first packed the things I didn't need like the clothes I wouldn't need for the next couple days. Then all my accessories because I probably will sit here with no life till we leave. Then I packed extra jackets and scarfs in case it got chilly. Well I guess that's all I could pack till next Friday.

I walked into the kitchen watching my aunt make Lux a bottle. She was the most adorable baby on the planet! The way her eyes sparkled and her chubby little cheeks were just perfect on her slightly rounded face.

" Bell be a dear and help me pack Lux's things.

" Sure can do" I said before rushing off to pack her things.

I went into deep thought mode. Will we go through all the states? For how long? Will i see anyone i once knew?

I began to think of more and more questions while packing Lux's things. As i held up a cute sundress i noticed it looked very familiar..

"Aunt Lou?"

"Yes darling" she said while walking into the nursury.

"Where did this come from?"

"That? Hmm i don--"

She cut herself short.

"Oh that. I found that in the bottom of her closet..."

She was lieing.. this dress seemed too familiar. Then I remembered. That was MY dress from when i was little.

"Your lieing." I said calmly.

"Bells I-"

"DONT. Call me Bells. Only two people have ever called me that. My Dad and Har--... my Mom."

"Istabel im sorry. Your old nieghbors offered to pack up some of yalls things and send them here.."

"Wheres the rest of it?"

"Well half of it got lost in the mail."

"What about the other half?"

There was a long silence. You could hear Lux rustling around to get a toy.

"On top of Lux's closet."

I quickly stood up grabbing a cardboard box from her closet. I slowly opened it. I pulled out an old photo of me and my brother making a snowman. Then another of me with my first pet. Then one of my parents. They looked so happy together. Why do bad things happen to good people?

i rummaged through more pictures and clothes and lastly i pulled out my moms jewlery box. I remembered pulling a locket from this when i was about four.

.

"Ohh mommy i want to wear this!"

"Alright but if i give it to you, you gotta promise to never loose it"

"I promise!"

"Pinky promise?"

"PINKY promise"

I didnt notice i was crying untill i felt wet drippings fall on my lap.

I held the locket hanging on my chest.

"I promise" i whispered silently to myself.

I stood up grabbing the box filled with memories taking off to my room.

Im not going to let old memories from the past spoil my future.

I was going to try to make this trip as wonderful as possible. Hey this maybe. Just maybe could work out well.

So I thought...

(A/N) hey guys!! Ohh its getting serious!! Please vote and if you have any ideas for the story or want to be a character feel free to comment. I'm needing some more names/ideas for a couple more characters! c: