Chapter 5

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As I woke up all I saw was my brothers looking at me with a shocked look on  their faces as  I looked around to see where I am and it was a cell that was next to my room and they  looked at me with crazy look's and then I said" what are you all looking at" and my father said to me " Honey you are in heat" after he said that I looked to see that I was chained to the bed and he said "No don't try to move it will hurt you" and they looked sad and they my mother came and gave me food and they my brother looked at me and said " it's your mate's blood you are fine and your mate is..."and I said "He is what where is he and why am I here let me see him" then my mother said " after you blacked out he almost lost control and was so angry that is wolf was going to mate with you so he is not here and will not be here but your heat will still hurt without him and we are trying to find him but we don't know where he went" they all looked sad that they saw that I was in pain and I said " I will be fine my whole life he was never hear and I did not have his blood but I will be fine without him I know what to do and with or without him I am strong to do it all alone" and I stared to cry with that and all the pain it me all at once and I looked at my family and my mother gave me something to go to sleep and that was all but all I wanted to do was call for my mate and think why is he not here with me.

5 hours later 

I woke up to myself screaming and my brothers holding me down and after some time I give in to it and cry the rest of the time and then my mother comes and hold me but the only person I wanted was my mate holding me but no I was still alone all alone and I then told my mother to leave and she did they I feel my mate with someone and then I got up and started to cut myself and it helped a lot and I finally did not feel alone and I blacked out from loss of blood and the last thing I saw was my mate's brother looking at me with a shocked look and that was all 

Stephen' prov

I know what I did was not right I can feel her and hear her crying out for me and her telling her family she is fine and I know she is not what so ever the reason why I am not with her is because mt wolf was not giving me control and it was the night of my rant and that means that I wanted to kill but my wolf did not know not to hurt mate but that did not matter at all so I went far away from my mate and I killed up to 25 people(AS IN SLEEP WITH THEM)and the whole time all I felt was her pain and how her heat is going to killed and hurt her without me and I hated that my wolf could of hurt her but then we both felt her pain and my wolf know what was going on and went home to change and try to see her but my brother left a note that said

DEAR BROTHER
Went to see your mates I will texted

 you later if anything and get some rest

 As I went to my room and was about to go to sleep after my shower and ate my food I get a pain feeling in my arm but it was nothing and then my brother calls me screaming into the mind-link

"GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE NOW AS FAST AS CAN YOUR MATE IS ABOUT DIE SHE TRIED TO KILL HERSELF BECAUSE OF YOUR WOLF AND WHAT HE DID WITH 25 PEOPLE SO HURRY UP NOW" 

As soon as he said that I was out the house in wolf form and at her house in 10 minutes 

As I see her in her room with the pack doctor I look around and her brother comes and hits me a then her father comes and hits me to then my brother pull's me up and I get rid of the blood from my mouth and they go over to my mate to see her sleeping and her hands chained to the bed and her arms with raps on them and all the pain hit me and my wolf cried out in pain to see his mate like this and now he thinks he did wrong and has to make up for it and will never give up because of if he did this all to her and now will have to live with the fact that she did this to herself because of him and his wolf 

Third person

as they all felt sad and did not know what to do they hear a crash and then they all ran upstairs to see Rose and Stephen on the floor cry together and they all left to then all think that they really need to talk

"why did you leave me all alone" she said 

"I'm sorry my wolf did not take the whole mate thing and I tried to tell him but he was not with it until me felt your pain he stop and hated himself for it and what he did to you and how will he make things right" he said back 

"That is not fair Why DOES NOT CARE THE ONE PERSON ME AND MY WOLF NEED WAS NOT THERE FOR US WHEN WE NEED YOU BOTH" she said as she cried 

He said nothing to her but hold he as he just destroyed his mate because of his wolf 

"why did you do this to yourself" he asked her 

"I thought you left me and I was all alone and your wolf did that it hurt so much and I could not take it and your brother saved me and I thank him for that and he also told me why your wolf did what he did and I get that but maybe you could tell me that and not hid it like hello I am your mate right" 

"I get that but you will never hurt yourself like that or I will be mad forever" he said to her with a smile on his face 

After that they just went to sleep and then they both got hungry and he took his dagger out and feed her and he did the same to her arm and so she can get healed as well



A/N

SORRY IT TOOK SOME TIME I WAS HAVING A NEW YEAR TIME OF MY LIFE AND I HAVE A LOT OF SCHOOL WORK BUT I ALWAYS MAKE TIME FOR WATTPAD AND ALWAYS WILL NO MATTER WHAT THANKS FOR READING HOPED YOU LIKE IT SHOW MORE PEOPLE AS WELL IT WOULD REALLY MAKE ME HAPPY 

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