And I stood there.

"I just said that in my head..." I mumbled awkwardly  and a little girl I'm guessing James sister opened the door.

"YOU CANT HEAR SOMEONE KNOCKING JAMES!" Nelly yelled and then she let us in.

"I'm Thomas." I introduced myself. But she just looked at me.

"Cool." She said walking to her room and James walked out and smiled

"You guys came at the exact same time...okay well let's go upstairs." James said awkwardly

Once we got up there his room was really bland he did have some nice posters up.

"You both are being quiet which is weird so stop." James said sitting putting some music.

He put a Beatles song not sure which one it was though I'm not really a rock fan.

"Your always putting The Rolling Stones." Aaron mumbled.

Oh...

"Well Aaron if you don't like it the exit is that way." James said turning around he was so cute.

"Besides Thomas likes it right Thomas?" He said and the attention went on me.

"Um yeah I love the Rolling....stone." I said awkwardly and James just looked at me then laughed.

"So weird." He mumbled and I smiled.

"Oh my moms calling I should go." Aaron said and James looked at him.

"Your pHoNe didn't even ring." He said.

"It was on vibration...I left my chicken nuggets in the microwave you understand." Aaron said

And I low key did I keep leaving my macaroni in the pots with the stove on.

I almost burned down the house.

"Sure I guess text me." James said looking through his closet and Aaron left.

"So..." I said awkwardly.

"Where does your mom work." I asked.

"She's a nurse." He mumbled.

"Oh that's cool she works a lot?"

"Yup." He said sitting down next to me.

"Why are you being so awkward." James said and my eyes widened.

"I'm the awkward one?! That's crazy." I said and he laughed.

"I'm just staying calm Aaron says I should back off a little and he is right you guys where friends the longest." I said with a small smile and he frowned.

"That's not true your not interfering with our friendship he's just protective and I understand why he would say that...don't worry your fine." He said touching my hand.

"I'm fine?" I smiled and James rolled his eyes turning red.

"Not like that." He said looking away.

"Nope no take backs you already said it." I said looking at him.

He rolled his eyes again if I could count how many times James rolls his eyes I would loose count. He does it that much.

"Your such a kid." He said trying not to smile.

And I kissed him and he pulled back.

"No." Was all he said but he didn't even notice he was still smiling.

"Alright." I said not forcing anything

We could be so weird sometimes.

James POV

After Thomas left my mom got home

"James you idiot you didn't even take your medicine." Nelly said checking my medicine checklist while my mom unpacked and she looked at me.

This girl could never keep her goddamn mouth shut.

"I'm not taking them anymore." I said quietly but my mom heard

"What do you mean your not taking them anymore." My mom said putting a hand on her hip.

"I don't think normal kids need a medicine plan...and I'm better now I don't need it anymore." I said awkwardly.

"Are you out of your god d-"

"Nelly go to your room." My mom said and Nelly gave me a pissy look and walked upstairs.

"That's not an excuse to stop...and who said your normal?" My mom said raising an eyebrow.

I wasn't sure what to say so I shrugged and my mom hates when I do that.

"Nelly told me you brought a boy over." She said and my eyes widened

She's such a snitch.

"You need to tell me who's come over James I pay the bills not only that I don't know this boy and I hope he is not making you feel like your different." She said and I sighed he wasn't the reason I was feeling like this.

"He's not mom." I mumbled.

"You not taking your medicine is highly dangerous. You know that your-"

I started to block out what she was saying I didn't need to be reminded of me having bronchitis and I already know how dangerous it is I just hate being reminded.

"Okay can I go to bed now." I said trying not to cry.

"Take your medicine first." She said.

"Mom..." I said and she glared at me I quickly took a pill gulped it down with some water and went to bed.

I could never tell Thomas about this he would start to treat me differently and I like being treated like a normal person.

Every time I take a pill I start to feel like I don't belong. I just hate everything about myself when I take it...i wanna stop taking them but I keep getting caught whenever I stop.

This sucks.

N/A: I see a lot of people are enjoying this story which makes me happy more updates to come.☺️

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