It Started With A Deal

Chapter three: Oops

It's a brand new week and i'm tired as hell. I woke up super early of course and it's a Monday. After becoming friends with Jonathan i'm getting some unwanted attention. People are coming up to talking to me , people that saw me in the pasted but never talked to me. It:s almost like Jonathan is the gate way to every thing in this school. That's what the the bitch asses don't like they think that i'm stealing all of the attention that they used to have. So they decide to pushes me into some random boy and when the boy moves out the way Jonathan is in view. This is when it all happened when my life completely changed. I ram faced into Jonathan accidently kissing him. Every one's jaw drops and even the bitch asses knew they made a big mistake. I instantly jumped back and ran off bursting through the entrance doors. Jonathan stands there frozen blushing every one standing around him speechless. I hide behind the school trying to process what just happened. I accidentally kissed the boy I like because of those bitches. What will every one think of me ?. Charlotte comes running to me and says "I saw what happened, are you ok?" she kneels beside me and I make out the words "i'm fine" . But I really wasn't , infact I was kind of embarrassed . But I didn't want to tell her because I don't want her to worry for me. I decided that since I only had one class left , that I would spend it outside behind the school until I felt better about it. The moment played over and over inside my head haunting me. I wrapped my arms around myself ,as I tried to talk to her about good things to keep my mind off it. What will Jonathan think will he think I did it on purpose or did he see it for himself? He probably didn't. But now that I think about it more I kind of liked it and I kind of hated it . Just so many emotions at once

To be continued.......