6:00 a.m. - I wake up the same time everyday, yet nothing feels the same.
So by the time I get myself together , and go to stand beside a lonely stop sign and vibe to music that only makes me wonder what the hell they're talking about.
Soon the old beat up highlighter bus arrives at my stop and I step foot on feeling more calm than usual, no less then five seconds I see the most gorgeous person ever, like damn my heart stopped twice. Once when I heard that soft spoken voice and then when I sat next to this beautiful soul. I couldn't say a word at first words were like a foreign language to me at the time. Never being able to say the true reason I felt as if I was struck by Cupid but why couldn't I get myself right.
Funny thing is that love And gorgeous face turned out being the love that broke me once more when I thought I had feelings or care for a person to feel so deeply about a situation that costed me my heart. But not saying that no other heart is more important than the next but to each it's own, huh, yea right but that's what we are told .
I used to think to myself if a love is true and that person loves you if anything goes wrong I love you enough to let you go only to see if the love was real enough to come back to.
But my time isn't to be wasted nor is the other person, but no one is genuine enough to be real with anyone anymore more. And that's a real spill , only if your speaking facts.
Jaè jones
