When the darkness comes rolling over your mind
like a wave on a beach.
The slowed breathing,
Floods of uncanny depressing thoughts
flooding the walls of your brain as if trying to escape.
The panicked expression
somehow showing on your emotionless face, even though fear is all that grips your mind.
Your hands shake, as the blade in between your fingers slide through your silky soft skin.
Blood red, rolls to the edge of your arm like a barrier is blocking it from falling. Maybe it to was scared of jumping. You look over the edge,
The darkness once again forming a foggy layer
As if trying to keep you from seeing the bottom. Then you jump. Letting your mind become numb as you fall through uncertainty not knowing what will happen next.
