I wish that I could say that I wasn't in love with him. That every second I spend away from him isn't just like torture. That every single fight we've ever had doesn't feel like salt being poured into every wound I've ever had reopened.
I wish I could say I'm not constantly thinking of his brown hair and his brown eyes or the cute smile he has on his face. And the dumb jokes he makes that make me nearly cry laughing.
I wish I could say I really could save him. That I won't let him go numb and be alone again. I want to scream "I love you" from the roof tops and tell him I'll protect him from absolutely everything that he fears.
I want to be that for him. But I'm too much of a coward to tell him.
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