☹ suicide ☹
march nineteenth, two thousand fourteen ;
"Luke?" Carmen said
"Yes love?"
"What would you do if I commited suicide?" Carmen asked
looking down at her lap.
She has been having these thoughts for the past weeks now
she was scared
"Would you miss me?"
"Why would you even ask that Carmen?"
"I don't know"
"C, are you having these thoughts again."
"No."
Luke was angry
did she not trust him enough to tell him whats wrong?
why was she thinking these thoughts?
She always lies and says shes ok but shes not.
Why couldn't she just tell him?
"Why do you keep lying to me! You always say your fine but your not, I know your not! Just tell me whats wrong so I can help you. All I want to do is help you!"
"I'm not lying! I'm fine Luke!"
"Then why the fuck would you even ask me that question? Just let me help you!"
"I don't need help! I just want this to end!"
"Let people in Car! Let me in!"
"I don't need help. I'm fine."
"Stop lying to me!"
This has gotten out of hand,
Why doesn't she just tell him whats wrong?
"I- I have to go." Carmen says wiping her eyes.
"Please C,
Don't leave me. Let me help you." Luke sobs.
"I- I'm sorry, Luke."
