My Beautiful 4Some

Part 1

*Allison(ally's) journal entry*

It sounds bad I know but I can't help my self, I'm in love with 4 beautiful boys and for some reason, they love me back.

I'm not sure why they do, but they do.Their names are Luke, Ashton, Michael, and Calum.They could do so much better yet, they love me.My life is crap, they constantly have to keep me from hurting myself, sometimes the succeed and sometimes they don't.I tried to kill myself once, it hurt them all so much, I felt really bad after I did, they kept a really close eye on me after I got out of the hospital.

  I live with them now, I like it yet I don't.Their always loud but I love them more than anything.I don't want to leave them but I hate my life.I'm planning on trying to take my life again, they don't know about it yet.I'm planning to do it

  *Ashton comes in the room*

  Ash:hey Allison what are you writing?

  Allison:nothing *quickly hides journal*

Ash:ally what are you hiding

Ally:nothing

Ash:ally give it to me

  *you slowly give him your journal and he reads your latest journal entry*

Ash:oh my god ally really!?!?

Ally:I'm sorry Ash

Ash:are me and the guys not enough for you anymore!?!?!?

Ally:ash don't yell please

Luke, Mikey, Cal:what's going on?!

Ash:Ally's planning on trying to kill herself again!!

Luke, Cal, Mikey:WHAT!?!?!?!

  Ash:I know *looks at you* Ally there has to be something we can do to make you feel better and stop you from doing this again.

Ally:I don't know

Ash:how about we all date you?

Ally:how would that help

Ash:cause we know you love us all

Ally:that's true

Ash:so do you want to or not

Ally:yeah I guess so

  *they all pounce on you and start tickling you and kissed your face and neck to make you laugh*

All:we love you Ally

Ally:I love you guys too