The Diary of a Fifth Grader

Crying Days

Today is a sad day for me. First of all my Uncle, Aunt, and Cousin are leaving to Mexico. I hate this feeling in me that is a sadness inside. I just want them to stay. They are so kind and make me laugh and actually make me smile even MORE than I already do. We have fun going to stores and buying things. My cousin and I are always laughing and doing art together at our table. It's nice to have company... It's nice to have more people that love you at your house. I tried and tried to use my time with them wisely and I did but their time is up. Everything I look at just reminds me of blue and sadness and family that I care for so much for. It has been a great week and a half with them. Words can't describe how much they mean to me. As I get up from eating I say thanks to everyone who made it for me. I walk up the stairs into my parents bedroom to do my homework. Finished. I take my IPad to the bed and watch some videos. I start to think what am I doing here instead of being with my family. I want to move but can't. I want to shout, scream, anything to get someone's attention. Wet wet wet everywhere because of my tears 😭 I'm sad. I admit it I'm SAD 😔 I don't want them to go it's like they fix all of my problems when they're here but then when they disappear more situations come up that I CAN'T handle. I go downstairs it's 7:07 I give them big hugs with tears. They don't leave until 10 so I have time to spend with them I'm so glad 🤧😊❤️ I wipe my tears and hangout with my favorite people. The important people. My people. Family👨‍👩‍👧👪 I love my family so don't say anything about them they are my best friends that I care for very much. When you ask " What do you love the most" my only response will be .... " Family"❤️ - November 5, 2018