--Matts POV--
So it's the day after me and Jay, well you know, got it on the teachers lounge. I told him that it was a one time thing at school...but I want more then that. I want to be with him but I know right now he'll probably be in denial about all of this and he'll never be with me anyway. I'm just some sad gay kid who's parents some how don't know I'm gay. I don't want them to either...let's say they're not the most supportive of my life choice, if you know what I mean.
I'm laid on my bed just after school when my phone lights up with a text. I reach over, putting down my magazine and check who it is.
Unknown number: hey, it's Jay, I got your number from Jessi, I hope you down mind?
I blush softly as I look what he put and type out my response, trying to seem cool and ineffective. I also change his number to a contact.
You: why would I mind?
I send and bite my lips softly, waiting a reply. It takes a few minutes but his reply comes back as.
Jay: well I wasn't sure if you wanted to talk me after the other night.
I roll me eyes at him as I read it and chuckle at his awkwardness.
Me: I don't mind at all
I hit send and put my phone down, starting to read, but a smile on my face, feeling happy about it, not that I'd tell anyone.
Jay: so how was your day?
We talk for hours on end when I get a text that makes me freeze.
Jay: hey, can I come over? My brothers are trying to make me eat Jizz crackers again
Its not the jizz cracker but that makes the freeze though, he wants to come around...to see me, while my parents are home.
Me: oh, um yeah sure, but you'll have to come through the window.
I wait for a few minutes like usual and worry the whole time. My phone dings and lights up, the response I get it
Jay: okay, I'll bring my cards
I read it and roll my eyes, but chuckle anyway and shake my head. About half an hour later a face appears at my window and I jump until I see that it's just Jays face grinning at me through it. I go over and open it to see him dangling from my drain pipe "hey there" I say and smile flirtily at him. "Can I come in?" He asks worriedly as his arms start to shake. I nod and step aside but just as I do his fingers slip and he start to fall. I see his face drop past and his arms still in the air, "shit!" I say and grab onto your hand, pulling you up and through the window, onto the floor.
He smile to at me and stands up, his face close to mine and I cough awkwardly before looking away. "Tha nks for saving me" he says to me with a smile as he gets his cards out "wanna see a trick?" I roll my eyes at him and sit on my bed "why don't you sit down first?" I ask in my 'annoyed' voice I use at school. He nods and sits at the spinny chair at my desk "so, wanna see it?" I sigh and nod for his benefit.
Jay smiles and starts to do a magic trick, but he fails and it causes me to chuckle, an actually chuckle and he looks at me shocked "you're laughing..." my eyes widen and I cover my mouth "what? No, I only laugh at people's pain..." I try to cover myself up but he gets up and sits beside me on my bed. "I know you're not the dick your try to make yourself seem to be" he says and covers the top of my hand with his. "What are you doing?" I ask confused and he shrugs "trying to get with someone hot" I roll my eyes at him and think back to the sleepover might "stop quoting your dad's law commercials" I say leaning in. He replies with a smug look on his face "why don't you make me?" He says also leaning in.
I finally close the gap water a moment of looking into his eyes. I feel his lips start to move against mine and I pull back "no, no I can't, not here, not with my parents" I say worried and he looks confused. "What do you mean?" He says with his eyebrows furrowed, looking extremely confused. "My parents are homophobic" I whisper to him and understanding suddenly covers his face. "Meet me at the park down the road in 5 minutes" he says and get up, going to my window and making his way back down my drain pipe.
I sigh and get up, making sure I look okay, putting a brush through my hair and going downstairs "I'm going out dad" I say to him quickly and he nods "be back by 7 son" he says in his deep voice. I nod "I will" before going to the door and leaving. I go down to the park and see Jay on the swing. I go and sit beside on the swing next to his "why are we here?" I ask getting straight to the point as usual. "So we can do this without you worrying" he say and moves to stand in front of me. "What are you-" I ask looking up at him but he cuts me off by pressing his lips to mine.
We make out at the park for a while, eventually we end on the floor under the slide so no one will see us, grinding against each other until we finish. We sit and talk for a bit after until 7, we get up and hug before I go home and go to my room. Laying on bed just smiling and thinking for a while, until eventually, I fall asleep.
The only thought on my mind as I slept was: I guess it's not just a one time thing.
Yeah. Soooooo that was that, it was pretty much a last minute thing and I dunno, I think it was pretty shit. I got the idea to do this after reading rivergleek101 after reading hers and realising that we really do need more big mouth fanfics.
So yeah this is one, a pretty rubbish one.
VOCÊ ESTÁ LENDO
Stop quoting your dad's law commercials
Romancethis is jatthew fanfic (jay and Matthew from big mouth.) I just thought it would be fun. I'm doing it from Matt's POV because we don't know what his home life is like and I thought it would be fun.
