"Ohhh......ummmm..... It's ummm.......actually complicated" i said as i lost words

"Okay kid.....anyways he is coming to pick you up" he said and left me hanging at the table

Why did he say so?
Jungkookie is a pabo!

I giggled at the thought

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Few minutes later a hand tapped my back.

I turned my head

"Jungkooooookiieeeeeeee!!!!!" I shouted as i giggled and wrapped an arm around him

"Tae seriously.....how much did you even drink?" He asked rubbing his forehead
"Fourrrrrrr" i showed him my fingers and my boxy smile

"First let's get out of here. It's smelly" i said putting a hand on my nose
He laughed but nodded

We went outside and as we did chilly wind struck my face. I took a deep breath and took some of the fresh air and some of his intoxicating scent.

I wrapped an arm around him again as he did on my waist.

Warm.........

I scooted closer as he shocked a bit by my gesture.

"Jungkookie?" I said
"Hmm?"
"Am i not cute?" I asked pouting
He laughed
"No tae......you are the most squishiest, bubbliest and kindest person i have ever met" he said pinching my cheeks.
I giggled but my face suddenly turned sad as tears made my vision blurry, more than it was because of the drinks

"Then why did you leave me?" I asked as tears flowed down my cheeks as i looked at him.
We both stopped walking and stared at each other. He looking even more magnificent

"I never left you tae.......i wad just away from you" he said caressing my cheek. I indulged in his touch

"Stop it jungkook" i said eyeing the floor.
"First of all let's go sit and talk?" He said and took me towards the park near us
We sat on the bench.
"Jungkook........" I said
"Yeah?" He looked at me, his dark brown orbs shining in the night.

"How.......how did you feel when i said i am gonna marry baekhyun?" I gulped waiting for his answer.
"Honestly.........i broke tae. I never expected or thought that someone can wreck my life like this. I never thought i would even love anybody.........until you.........you came in my life and changed it all. Because of you i changed, because of you i am mature and because of you i found love......not just love with someone but love with myself" he said
I blinked rapidly trying hard to take in what he just said.
"I know i was immature but to say i was really lost when i left you. I felt.........empty." he said

He scoffed and sadly smiled
"But what now?.......... Because of my own stupidity i lost the only person i ever loved. He would never be mine now" he said tears brimming in his eyes.

I looked at him...
Eyes shining because of tears
Head doen which made his hair fall on his lashes
His beautiful blue shirt perfectly matching his balck pants and showing the muscles anyone would die for.

I got up and sat a little near him.
I placed my hand on his lap.
He looked at me with wide eyes.
Even i don't know what i was doing........or maybe i did?

The next thing i placed myself on his lap as his back rested with the support of the bench.
I placed a hand on his cheek
"I missed your face jungkookie" i said tracing his fsce everywhere.
My hands stopped on his eyes
"I missed those eyes jungkookie"
He stayed still looking at me without even blinking.
I pouted angrily and took his hands and placed them on my back. He looked taken aback but did not remove his hands. Of to  the fucking course why would he? He wanted this so badly....

"I missed those hands around my waist jungkookie" i said
"I missed your bunny smile" as i said he showed me his bunny smile and i actingly placed a hand over my heart.
He laughed and cooed
Then we stopped i put my hands in his hair as he closed his eyes feeling the touch he would never get later.
"I missed your silky hair jungkookie"
I placed my face over his hair and nuzzled into his hair
"I miss your minty scent jungkookie".
I take my face to face his again and said touching his cheek
"I missed you jungkookie" i said tears flooding as i remebered all the sweet times we had

Then my hand lingered towards hid lips
"I missed your soft lips onto mine jungkookie" as i said i placed my lips onto his.
He was shocked as i could see his wide eyes and no movement
But after a few seconds his grip on my waist tightened and he started kissing me back.
I smiled in the kiss
But after a few minutes he pushed me back and head looking down
I tilted my head in confusion
"I think we should......stop tae" he said still looking down.
"W-why.....did i do bad?" I said tears flowing down my eyes.

Please don't tell me i did bad
I wanna kiss you jungkook
Please kiss me
Please
I miss you so much.

"No tae...... It's just.......you are gonna get married next week" he said as tears flowed down his cheeks.

Next week?!!!
Oh.....so next week it is.......
Do i really wanna

I got up from his lap, tears still flowing down my face
"L-let's just drop me at jimin's house...... I'll text bae i will be at his" i said sighing sadly.

"Yeah" he said wiping his tears by his hand's back.

He turned to walk but i tugged his sleeve
"Wait........i wanna say...............
I still l-love you jungkook" i said as more and more tears flowed down my face

He widened his eyes but scoffed sadly
"Let's go you're drunk tae"

"I am drunk.....but sober and know what i am speaking" i retorted

He smiled sadly and the rest of the walk to jimin's home was silent.

Am i stupid to love someone else when i am marrying someone else?

I still love you jungkook
I still and will always

Oh no!!!!
I will be leaving to America after marriage!!!!!!

To be continued
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