⚠️Self Harm TW⚠️
Y/N pov
i stood there blankly in the mirror, my pale face looking at myself as i decided which blade to use. i sighed and just picked up the nearest one. i winced as the cold metal slid along my wrist, opening my skin. i squeezed my eyes shut as i repeated the process over and over and over. i threw the blade in the sink and just looked at myself. "You're a mess" the voice in my head echoing throughout my body. "you're disgusting" "you're worthless" "Corey would never love you" They repeated in my head. they wouldn't shut up. a cold tear ran down my face in sync with the blood on my arm. that was it. i was done. i fell to the floor with my head in my hands sobbing. i heard a knock at the door but i just ignored it.
Corey's Pov
I heard y/n crying in the bathroom so i went to make sure she was okay and she was laying on her side crying her heart out. Y/n what's wrong sweetie ? talk to me please. i said as i could feel myself tearing up, i hate when she's like this, i feel helpless. she looked up at me and her mascara was running down her face. she tried standing up but i told her to sit on the counter. i picked her up with her legs round my waist and carried her to our bedroom. i took her arms and she flinched. y/n what hurts. i said as my eyes trailed from her face to her cut up wrist. "i-i-i'm sorry i just don't know what to do" she said crying. Look it's okay, what's making you feel like this and want to hurt yourself ? i asked her softly. "i'm scared you won't love me anymore, look at me, i'm fat, ugly, and stupid" she said sobbing. hey hey hey y/n i don't know what's made you think any of those things but they're all wrong. you're gorgeous and i'll never stop loving you until the day i die. "i'm sorry i just feel shit and my family are moving away again and-" it's okay come here. i cut her off and pulled her into a hug. come on. i said. "where are we going" she asked. i didn't say anything as i put her on the sofa and walked back into the room to grab as many pillows
and blankets as possible. i laid them down and went to get snacks. i came back pulled her into a cuddle and that's how we stayed for the rest of the night watching movies.
A/N
My last year of school has just started again and i already want to kms,, sorry for the wait 💘
