emo girl

when your friend finds out

~Based on a true story~

warning : Erin if you are reading this... um hi ,I may have exaggerated things a bit but it's only because I wanted to make the story more cool and romantic? Also you better be feeding the replica doll of you or it really will start going around and haunting loved ones which I don't  think is a good idea. x ~ A

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I was in my school assembly hall and the chairs were all set up because there was a dull theatre before lunch and I guess the cleaners hadn't put them away yet, probably weren't paid enough to anyway. I was already wandering around the halls with my artistic companion Julie so we decided to sit down, chat and maybe draw a bit ,which we did for a while until I looked up to see who had sat in the seats ahead of ours. The nervousness suddenly started to come flooding in . Right there sitting in front of me was my crush .My gorgeous ,pretty, lovely ,beautiful crush. She was next to Emily, who I think was her best mate ,and they were talking about me.

E: "yeah me and Alice talked about death note once "

"yeah haha well that's why I married her " 

"Oh don't worry Emily your'e my wife too"

She was saying the randomest of gay things and I loved it but I was trying to pretend I didn't hear anything , even though I was glaring at her and obviously she had noticed it and looked right back at me into my eyes .It was the longest time I had ever looked at someones eyes before, or... at least it felt like that. I was definitley paralyzed and it seemed like it went on for hours but finally we broke it off and awkwardly ,pretty loudly laughed. Soon she reached out her hand in a fist to me and I gave her a fist bump , I didn't really know why and maybe I would have if I wasn't staring at her delightful face and maybe listened to her instead but it didn't matter because now I had officially touched my crush and my life was complete. It was time to go , the bell had rang and my friend got all her used up cheap, dry markers and her massive sketchbook and I got mine. I was smiling and blushing and acting all flustered, it was like I just had been in heaven for a few seconds and it was the best thing that had ever happened to me. Of course this strange behaviour didn't go unnoticed ,I'm never usually happy (in school) and Julie of course became suspicious of my actions. I bet she thought she was good at noticing the unnoticed but really it was quite obvious why I was acting lovey dovey right after interacting with Erin.

"Alice what's going on"  She turned to me with a raised eyebrow, looking quite ridiculous .

"well what do you think is, Julie"  I giggled behind my ripped ,worn out book.

J: "you either snorted cocaine in the bathroom a couple of minutes ago or you have a crush on Erin?"

My eyes widened . How did she figure it out so quickly?

A:"uh-umm well yeah"
Julie turned to me with a very smug look on her face and I looked at her the same way but with a large grin .

~Welp now Julie knows and I'm done for~
I thought to myself and sighed.

J:"I'm going to tell everyone"

A:"JULIE OH MY GOD NO PLEASE YOU CAN'T DON'T DO IT WHY OH MY GOSH AGH"

J:"I was joking I'm not really going to". She laughed to herself and smirked.