Ever felt like LOVE doesn't exist?
Ever felt like your missing apart of yourself that you want to find?
Ever wanted to know how it feels to fall in love?
Read this and you will find out!🤗
Hi. My name is Shelby. I am 14 years old. I am known as sweet, kind, loving and caring. I love cartoons, memes, quotes, FOOD! etc. I like writing books because it helps me to reveal my romantic, adventurous and fantasy side of me. My books also have lessons and deep meanings. You would have to read and read the book until the end to get the COMPLETE FULL idea of what it is saying. I am also a high school student (obviously cause I am fourteen, DUH!). I attend one of the most "prestigious" (*cough* NOT *cough*) schools in my country. You probably think I am a normal, pretty and "perfect" girl. If that's what you think, you are 1000000% wrong. I AIN'T NORMAL! I AIN'T UGLY BUT I AIN'T DROP DEAD GORGEOUS EITHER! AND I AIN'T, NEVER WILL BE PERFECT (there is no such thing as perfect).
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And when I say you probably think I am perfect, I don't say it to show off or say I am better than anyone else. I said it because we tend to look at people and think they are perfect or living a fabulous life. Trust me, it's not true. People will come to you all happy and living the top life probably going home depressed because they don't have things that are REALLY important in life (example: love, friendship etc.). So what I am saying is, there will never be any such thing as perfect and if you feel like people are better than you, stop feeling that way. YOU IS BEAUTIFUL, YOU IS SPECIAL AND YOU IS UNIQUE! (yes I purposely changed the grammar).
Anyways, a little more about myself. I am SHY and AWKWARD as FUDGE. I remember I had a crush on this boy. I wanted to tell him I like him because if I don't, I won't be able to get my feelings off my chest. My best friend called him (even though I asked her not to...) and he came over. I looked at him and he was looking straight into my eyes. I couldn't take his AWESOMENESS and ran away. He got frustrated and walked away. That was the 100003rd embarrassing moment of my life. To make it easier for you to visualize, this was me:
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Yeah... so you know what I mean when I say I am AWKWARD. I am WEIRD. My friends and I were hanging out right. I told my friend about memes, funny vines and stuff. Then suddenly, this song came up. I LEGIT pushed the chair I was sitting on away and started doing "Orange Justice". This was me:
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And I am not really a good dancer (but hey, doesn't mean you can't dance?). And to be honest, I have done a lot of bad things that I should be ashamed of and don't feel comfortable to talk about and I tend to beat myself up for it. But I realized that I am not perfect. I make mistakes that I should learn from and try hard to improve on it. Every mistake has consequences, hopefully your mistakes don't have SEVERE consequences. Mine don't, but I am not proud of it either. And people tend to purposely do things and say "NO BODY IS PERFECT" and brush it off. That is just using that as an excuse for your wrong actions. Your suppose to tell yourself that so that you can improve and stop beating up yourself for that mistake. We tend to make mistakes again and again and don't learn from it. It is time to stop our wrong and do what is right. So let us stop making the same mistake and improve on ourselves.
So yeah, this is me alright. If your like me or in my situation, please take the advice above and trust me it will help you. I usually listen to songs when I feel bad. A song I suggest is: (I promise it is amazing! Please listen to this one!)
- Sierra Burgess - Sunflower (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tMAbBNXreJs)
This song that can relate to real life situations. There are more songs I recommend. If you want more, just tell me in the comments below. Thank you for reading my introduction of myself. I will post the first chapter of my book the week after next week which is in November. As I said, THANK YOU!