...hold my breath...
My heart can't understand the pain...
...because I’m chained to a soul...
That can never live whole...
...and my mind tries to explain...
...but my eyes blind to any excuse...
...because all I can do now is resent...
...and any useless repent...
...can't erase all of the abuse...
It can't take away all this constant ache...
...and the way I always lower my head...
...and in servitude, I tend to hold my breath...
...wishing this whole life were to break...
