Fault In My Code

Chapter 4

She started to wake up and Bucky was watching her sleep and she said "Bucky.." 

"Yeah..sorry I just know that you are more than likely going to have nightmares and I rather you not be alone." he said 

She smiled up at him and said "Thank you." 

She looked down and said "I heard them all talking about me last night to you. I just wish I could remember all the stuff they said." 

"Do you know how you ended up with Hydra?' he said 

She whispered "no." 

Wanda knocked on the door and came in with a file folder and said "Here this was your Avengers/SHIELD file Holly Ann." 

Holly sat up and took the folder and then said "Wanda..I would like for you to help me." 

"What do you want me to do?' she said

"Unlock the locks in my mind that I can't seem to unlock myself." Holly Ann said 

"ok well I can try that." she said

"Bucky will you come with me?' Holly Ann said 

"Yeah." he said 

They followed Wanda down to the training room and she in a chair and Wanda said "Close your eyes and sit still." 

Wanda started to go into Holly's mind and she said "Holly relax for me ok.." 

Wanda started to go into the first locked door that said "Childhood." 

"There we go Holly Ann come on let me in here" she whispered. Bucky looked up at her Holly as tears fell down her cheeks. "Wanda what is it she's crying?' Bucky said 

"Holly Ann was put up for adoption when she was born..her adoptive parents didn't adopt her till she was 2 years old." Wanda whispered. 

Wanda saw her childhood memories and her teenage years and she said "That's it Holly Ann we are almost there sweetheart let me go deeper." 

She got into her adult memories as she continued to unlock her memories that were locked away. Then she finally got to how she ended up with Hydra and Wanda said "oh my god Holly Ann." 

"What is it?' Bucky said

'She had no idea what she was getting herself into. The big boss she was having a sexual relationship with then he found out who she really was and he became erratic and abusive with her and then..for the past 2 years she's been his female version of you Bucky minus the arm." Wanda said as Holly Ann started to cry and "That's enough stop." 

Bucky hugged her and whispered "Shh it's ok it's over they are gone." 

The team had been watching as Wanda pulled her memories to her mind and Steve watched as she hugged Bucky and she whispered "Can we go back to your room please." 

"Yeah we can." he whispered. 

Nat seen his face and said "Steve..Bucky is the only person that knows what she's going through."

"Yeah I know." he said 

Bucky took her back to his room and he held her as she cried as everything was back in her mind and it killed her to know the truth of how she ended up at the hand of HYDRA. "Can I use your shower?'she said as she looked up at him 

"Yeah.." he said 

She bit her lip and looked down and he said "What?'

"I um I want you to join me if that's ok." she said 

"I don't mind darlin." he said 

They went into the bathroom and he started to run the water and they got into the shower the hot water to started to fall over the two of them and she looked up at him and he looked into her green eyes and he kissed her and she started to kiss back as he cupped her cheek with one hand and pulled her closer to him with his other and he picked her up and he moaned and he said "Mmm god I want you." as he put her against the shower wall. 

"I want you too." she whispered as she kissed him and he whispered "But we aren't having our first time in the shower I want to take my time with you gorgeous." as he started to kiss and suck on her neck and he whispered "That's why you kept leaving Steve he couldn't give what you needed baby I can." against her lips as he kissed her again as he put their hands above her head. He kept her against the shower wall as he washed her hair and kissed her as she washed his hair