He made me do it!
He left me with no other alternative.
I told him to love me,just love me,was it that hard to just love me?
I just wanted him to love me as much as I love him,even if it was just half as much,I'm sure my love was enough for the both of us.
But,he wouldn't oblige me such a simple request.
Stubborn,so stubborn.
I deserve to be loved the way I want to.
And that's why I snapped....
Seeing him sit in that booth with her,laughing and stealing kisses from each other, broke something in me.
My dam of rage was broken down.
My egg of fury was smashed open.
I got so, so mad.
How come she gets something I don't have?
Something I want?, something I need to have?
How dare he give her something meant for me!
I don't share
I-don't-fucking-share!!!
No! It's not in my nature to, I've always been like this
People might see it as being selfish, I don't, I believe some things are meant for me alone.
And that's why I took a cab to his home.
On my way though, I stopped at a Victoria Secret store and bought the sexiest lingerie they had and wore an oversized coat I had on before over it
I looked for his keys where I know they'll always be.
No,I'm not a stalker,I'm not.
I'm just following the man I love.
I deserve to know where he's at all the time.
You see, the thing is;we had always been best friends before he found her- 'she who must not be named
That witch!
But that's not my problem now.
The problem is ; he left me
How dare he!
He gave the love meant for me to another
That's what I would never tolerate
Because I don't share,and I especially don't want to share him!
He is mine!
As I sat on his couch, I brought out my phone and texted the contact saved under the name 'MINE!'
"I'm at your house Brad,I've been having a breakdown, I admit. I went to see a therapist and he tells me I have to let it all go,he also suggested a change of location, so that said.I wanna see you for a last time. I'm moving away tomorrow and there wouldn't be another time to apologize... I'm waiting, Pls,text me if you're gonna come'
And as I've always known that he's mine,
I receive a reply 3 minutes later 'I'm on my way'
I know he loves me,he's just confused, I'm sure.
He will come when I tell him to.
He loves me
Yes,he does.
She is just the one messing up his mind and emotions.
Half an hour later, I heard shuffling at the door,
He is here!
I could already feel him from a mile away.
All while I waited for him,I pictured how he left her to take a cab to come meet me.
The image made me so happy.
" Violet?.. Uh,I see you already let yourself in,that's uhm ..okay,I guess"
Oh my poor baby!
If only he knew the amazing night I've got planned for us.
Drawing his name in the most sexiest way I could, I whispered, audible enough for him to hear..
"Braaaaaad,you took too long baby,I had to let myself in"
I smirked as I did not miss the look of confusion that flashed across his face at the mention of 'baby'
"O-okay" he stuttered, "I'm here now,you said you wanted to talk. You're really moving?"
I laughed.
Laughed again
And again,and again and again.
And even more louder when I saw the look of utter confusion plastered across his face.
"Brad,love, Yh,I'm moving away from my place; moving in with you,into your life;as in, I'm going to be yours and you're going to be mine" I smiled at him.
"W-what are you t-talking a-about?", he stuttered for the second time,eyeing me up and down wearily as I made to unbotton the coat I had on.
Stepping closer to him slowly,I dropped the coat and did not miss his wide eyes as he gulped nervously.
" What is this,what's going on?,what are you doing?!!!, Violet,leave now!" He managed to say more confidently this time.
Ignoring him again,I brought my hands up to my bra and tugged at the hooks at the back and let it drop sensually.
I moved closer to him until I was now nose to nose with him and could feel his hot breath fanning my skin and that....
That cheap perfume she uses!
"NO!", I screamed " No,no,no,no"
"Violet,what's wrong with you?!" Brad cried out nervously as he looked me over like a porcelain doll that was about to fall and break.
Putting on my best show,now seeing that I had him "I can smell her on you! I can smell that fucking tramp on you!"
"Vio-violet,oh my god,what have you done to yourself, you're totally out of it"
I started laughing again,ignoring him for the countless time,
"But,that's no problem, Darling, I want you now, and I'll make her smell disappear, don't you worry",I tugged on his jeans and watched him break free from me immediately as if my touch physically burnt him.
" Violet,I don't know what's going on with you but I think you've lost it! You're insane,crazy and selfish! You're one selfish crazy psycho bitch!,and that's why I'll never love you. You disgust me!"
And that was it!
That was my undoing.
I saw red.
I saw blood.
I let out a scream as I placed my hand on the closest object I could find and broke it on his head.
While still reeling from the unexpected pain,
I dropped the vase and picked up my bag;
I took out my gun and saw his eyes widen as he registered what I was seemingly about to do.
Pointing the gun,to his left chest as close as I could,while still at a reasonable distance,I shouted "Say you love me! Say it now!!"
He must have thought I was bluffing,as the next sounds that came were a 'Bang! Bang!!'
Yet to process what I had just done,I looked at the gun in my hand.
The gun - I had only kept it in my bag as usual.
I always take it around with me,
It was the gun which I had used to put an end to my sufferings a long time ago, when for the first time,as an eleven year old girl,I fired a bullet into the skull of my now late stepfather.
I hated men, and I always took the gun around with me just in case I encountered another man who wanted to play with me against my will
But the only man I love, the only man I loved didn't want me
The man I loved.
I'm suddenly brought back to the present
"Oh God!!!! What have I done?!!! Brad? Brad baby???, wake up! Don't go silent on me now,I want you in me,Look,I'm all naked for you,I want you to take my breasts in your mouth. Come on Brad! Goddamit!! Answer me!" I shout as I tugged at my hair and a sharp pain shoots through my scalp.
I was angry.
He needed to answer me.
And as if I had not noticed it,
As if I didn't know what I had done yet,
I began to see it.
The red fluid seeping into the plush white rug in the sitting room
That rug- we had both gone to pick it out when Brad had just gotten his new apartment.
"Nooooo"
"Nooooo"
"Nooooooo",I spoke in an inaudible whisper
" Look what you made me do! Now,the rug's all dirty" I cried out
Registering the full implication of what I had just done, I picked my bra and coat and put them on.
On a second thought,I pulled them off and pulled down my panties this time
I removed the clothes from the now cold lifeless form of Brad.
I let the tears flow freely as I took in the naked form of Brad.
I crouched down and laid perfectly still on him,I took his manhood in my hand and stroked it as gently as I could,scared to hurt him.
And with a deep shove,pushed his dick into me.
"Ahhh!" I screamed out from the pain of something foreign in my body.
I grinded into him and kept on grinding till I came.
I'm sure we came at the same time,I'm sure.
Brad was stiff during our love making, I don't know why he wouldn't touch my skin and kiss me all over
But I still came anyways.
I looked around for my gun and picked it up,
Placing Brad's lifeless hand on the trigger,
I laid perfectly still again on him.
I pushed my tongue into his mouth and kissed him.
"I love you,Brad.", and with my mouth still on his and the muzzle of the gun pressed unto my sweaty chest,
I fired,twice!
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Hey lovelies!
Who enjoyed reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it?
It was a new experience for me.
What do y'all think? Should I write more stories like this?
And what do you think of the characters?
Violet?
Brad?
What do you think I could have done differently?..what would you have allowed happen and not allow to happen?
BTW,pls I'd appreciate if y'all could help me with a suiting cover,I'm stuck.. You can message me privately.
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Love,Niola❤
