Journey To You.🖤

05 (i made that^)

(Okay before I start I just gotta say when the words look like this "hi bob" Then it's what the character is thinking at that exact moment also they are still 13🤣)

*almost suicide and self harm*

Richie's POV
I

looked back at Eddie still with his red puffy eyes, god he was beautiful, wait no Richie your dating max stop, but.... I can't. "Richie can I tell you something before I move" Eddie said sounding like he was going to cry. "Yeah eds? " I said worried because when eds call me by my full name I knew he's being serious. "for the last time don't call me that" Eddie said.
(A/n *sobbing once more* it chapter 2 eds... I fly away like my wig)
"Anyways I just wanted to say... I-i l-like you... " He said and I noticed right after he said that he turned bright pink.

Eddie's POV
I such an idiot, he will never like me! These thought roamed around my head for awhile before.... Richie leaned in and....... Kissed me. My eyes widen but then closed as I felt butterflies in my stomach and fireworks everywhere. I Pulled away "rich i... " I said getting cut off by Richie kissing me again and pull away again. "Richard I need to go! " I said, I could see him getting worried. "B-but please don't. " Richie said
"I have to leave, I call you later. "
"Okay" Richie smiled at me and I kissed his cheek and blushed, and so did he. We both got back up to the cliff and got dressed. I finished and after I did so did Richie
"Bye Chee..."
"Bye eds... "
I grabbed Richie's hand and squeezed it, I let go of his hand and walked away letting a tear slip from my eye.

3rd person POV
Eddie left crying, rich sat down and cried....

   * Riches POV
I sat there crying, why do I like him....  What will dad think.... And mom... What am I... I'm a MONSTER... And ugly monster... Why does max like me.... Why does Eddie like.... These thoughts ran through my head and I keep crying... Im worthless... I pulled up the group chat on my phone and typed a huge paragraph for them to see.
Losers❤
You (Richie):  hey guys if you are reading this it's too late I'm gone... I'm dead. I'm worthless and you know it! Okay... I'm ugly worthless stupid ignorant trashmouth tozier. I love you guys all... But it's my time to go...  I'm at the quarry still if you wanna see.. Ill miss you all, sweet Mike, smart Ben, cute eds, brave Bev, cool Stan, and last but not least the bravest coolest leader of all time, bill... I love you and miss you all bye.

(A second later)
Eds❤: WAIT RICH NO!
Bill🧐:  your joking right?
Stan😎: stop no

Narrator
Bev, Ben, and Mike we're asleep... But that didn't stop richie, he pulled out his razor blade from his pockets and started to cut lightly letting it bleed, slowly cutting deeper with each cut. Before he knew bill came running over before he can cut deep enough. "R-richie s-s-stop " Bill said breathing heavily from sprinting over there. "What's the point? I got nothing to live for!!  Nothing and no one!! " Richie said sobbing still. Ironically Eddie came as fast as he could,since his mom said they are moving tomorrow. Eddie was having a panic and asthma attack. "Ri-" Eddie said getting cut off by Richie running to him and hugging him "eds!" Richie said. Eddie felt better, blushing a little. "Rich are you okay?? " Eddie said squeezing him then pulling away. "Yeah... " Richie mumbled.  "N-no he's not look at h-his a-arm! " Bill said. Eddie llooksat his arm. "Rich.... Why? " Eddie said. "I-i don't know" Richie said about to cry.  "W-we n-need to p-patch it up n-now. " Bill said.  Richie lets a tear slip from his eye. "Okay" Eddie said looking for something to tie around his arm. "One of our shirts! " Richie said.  "W-what? " Bill said. "We can use one of our shirts to tie around my arm!" Richie said. "Your shirt rich! Use yours" Eddie said quickly after Richie. He said it quickly because he wanted to help richie and see him without his shirt.