[ to begin: no, i don't always write in lower case. not when writing formally, of course. ]
i started writing gaydar a while back, and then it went on pretty well, minus me disappearing for months at a time. eventually, i wanted to rewrite gaydar, spice it up, make it not cringe-worthy. it had to make sense now, because i saw old parts of my writing and i didn't like that.
i started rewriting gaydar here a few months back. that lasted about as long as you can imagine once you realize i am rewriting this introduction after deleting the old one from this new gaydar book.
now. i have had this book idea for a while. i loved it. wanted to write it, for so long. i still do. but where and how to write it is a total mystery.
i don't like that i cannot indent on wattpad, and why i've chosen that of all things to complain about, i couldn't tell you. it just annoys me. i love the look of indents. that's all.
maybe, i've thought, i could write it on deviantart. but that's a messy place write, as it's fine as a journal and not one book. i just dont know.
i also realized i always felt like publishing my chapters after writing them, and i published them so quickly once they were "done". this meant i did not proof-read, which is an incredibly stupid idea, and i also felt like i wasn't able to go back and edit anything i wanted/needed to when it had already been published for specific amounts of time.
i should stop publishing them like that. i thought maybe write it on google documents, or notepad. the first option seemed smart.
but that takes away writing this book in chapter segments. it would most likely be all one document.
who knows.
because now i wish i could write gaydar and be proud and feel like it's a step closer to perfect. so, what i'm going to do; i don't know. but i'm not posting chapters anymore, at least for now. until i figure out what to do.
thank you for patience, if anyone's even reading this.
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Gaydar
Romancewhen closeted lesbian, blaine jensen, meets the girl she never knew she wanted [this much], life starts to get confusing. is it better to come out and humiliate her boyfriend, or love this girl behind his back? of course, this 'perfect' girl - mahya...
