"He's alone in the middle of the Earth where everything turns into dust. He is running, trying to hold his breath as his tears fall into his numb cheeks."
I was running in the woods, in a misty dark place they considered unknown. I hurriedly run as fast as I can. Sweat covered my whole. Aching feet, shaking knees, and rumbling heart. I was heading north maybe? South, east, west? I can't tell, I'am lost. All I can see is the creepy darkness, thick fog covered the place. I heard crazy noises of unknown species on Earth that seems to laugh seeing me holding my breath. I heard voices, and believe me you don't want to hear it yourself. There is something behind me that keeps on nagging my head to run. Run! Run! Run! And ahh! I ran.
My body is getting weaker and weaker after of how many hours of running, escaping from something I don't know. Suddenly I felt my knees kissing the ground, bending as if there's no tomorrow. Right at that moment, pain stabs me in the chest. Pain that no one could ever explain, no one had experienced. Pain that could crash me into smaller particles, into ashes and into dust. Sweats were replaced by tears, hundredth of thousand tears.
I manage to be strong hoping and praying that this suffering has come to an end. Wishing everything was just a dream that is meant to be forgotten. Then I manage myself to stand, slowly and carefully I took a single step. One, two, three, four steps and that gave me the courage to run. I was running for my life. I was running from something unknown, running from this nightmare, and to escape from this horrible illusion.
Finally! Finally, there I saw a light. Light of hope, the light that would take me out of this dim world. So I ran as fast as I could, never minding the pain that I'am carrying inside in me. My hope is waiting for me in the other side of the woods. I can now sense the safety, no more annoying sounds and no more harm. I can only see the light of hope and I have nothing to be afraid of.
The light becomes brighter and brighter as I was approaching. I'am now free to breath. Feeling the freshness of the air as it enters my lungs. Around me was black and white, twilight? Dawn? I can't tell, I'm not sure either. The only thing I can be sure of is that I'am going to escape from this terrible nightmare. Now my hope is nearer, ten, nine, eight steps to go and I'am free. I stretched my arms, finally this agony has come to and end. Now my hope is one step closer so I took a single step and the light is on my hand. Oh! Everything turns to color. But? But why am I feeling uneasy. Oh no! It's a trap! I'm on the edge of the cliff and I was falling. It was me and the chain attached on my neck pulling me down. All my hope suddenly went off. Seems like the universe won't allow everything to be in order. As everything went off, I witnessed the scheme from colored to vivid to blur to gray. I'am bringing the weight of the Earth. Tears spit out as I shut my eyes closed. This is a dead end! No more hopes and prayers, just the idea of dying and looking forward to see the lord of the dead.
I fell into a troubled water, I was drowning and drowning and I don't have the guts to argue. I just wanted to end it all and the only key to end this burden is to let this angry water swallow me. But the water sent me to the shore and I hate it. I don't want to feel the pain, the agony, the burden, I just want to die. Now I'am feeling the pain again, again and again. I can feel my bones folded into haves. My body is aching and I can't move. I wanted to scream but my voice did not came out. I curled my body, my knees touched my forehead and a laughter came out from no where. I cried and I can feel those thousand eyes staring down at me.
I can no longer feel myself, and I don't want to feel myself anymore. Laugher turns to crying and stares turn to judgment. Murmuring voices echoed into my eardrums. Sharp tongues cuts my dignity and judgments tormented me. The verdict says I'm guilty and I can't find a remedy. The jury's dicission is final and I cannot even find the courage to complain. The prying eyes of the world, and the unending judgment tells me that I don't belong.
I opened my eyes and I see the world of black and white with fake smiles, fake faces, fake people. Everything is dull and everyone is into their mask where there's no trace of falsehood. People treats you right when you have a golden blood and screw you when you have a blood of mud. They'll tell beautiful words in front of you and stabs you in the back with their sharp tongues. They'll judge you because of your mistakes and takes cridit when you do good. They will notice you on your bad's not on your good's. That's how reality works, it is dreadful, cruel, and harmful. If you think the world is parallel, yes it is but no we're not. Everything was just a dream, so wake up!
