Reactions ( a Wolfstar and Drarry fanfic)

What Is This I Hear?

Harry's POV

I walk downstairs groggily after a wonderful nights sleep, although I did wish I was in Dra- No Harry stop It. I walk into the kitchen to get breakfast to be met by my two very stern looking guardians, Remus and Sirius.

"Morning Harry!" Sirius perks up when he sees me trudge through the kitchen, however goes back to a stern look straight afterwords.

"Morning?" I respond groggily. There was a silence that loomed in the room until I decided I needed to say something."What have I done to make you this quiet?"
"What?.... Oh....Um..."Sirius stutters trying to keep it together and obviously not wanting to have the following conversation.

"Harry we need to have a...ummm....chat?" Remus states quietly.

"If its about your wedding I haven't told anyone, although can you tell everyone soon, its a hard secret to keep."

"Harry, Its not that, Its about you. And for the record we are having a party on Saturday to tell everyone." Sirius says sternly,lightening up and staring at Remus at the end.

"Oh, um...Okay?" I said slightly scared of what is about to happen.

"We decided we should have a chat now that you are 18, even if it is a bit...late" Remus quietly

"and we think that even though it is late that we should still...talk" Sirius awkwardly confronts Me.

"Right!" Remus fidgets, looking at his jumper sleeve.

"What Moony is trying to say is that your eighteen now."Sirius inputs

"Yes, you've said that already." I cant help but point out, my eyebrows furrowing as I try to make sense of what my godfather and soon-to-be godfather-in-law are saying.

"Right..yeah we did . And you might..ya know...wanad'smngswipl" Sirius mumbles incoherently.

I blink "Sorry? What are you on about?"

Sirius mumbles something and his face flushes, Remus decides to take control of the situation,although he is also as red as a Weasley.

"You might..." Remus takes a deep breath before carrying on his sentence. " You might want to do some..... things."

Things? What things? I think while I look at Sirius and Remus in confusion.

"With people." Remus adds

Oh. Oh. Those things. those... things.

Oh my god! I cant believe I'm having this conversation. I cant believe they...
"No! We are not having this conversation! Not now, not ever!" I splutter. "Alright? God! Why would you- that's not-" I say standing up sharply.
" Harry, sit down." Sirius says warily. " Look we have to-"
" No! Look I get it. The birds and the bees and...." I wave my hands dismissively trying to find the right word. " Crap! You don't have to tell me!"
" Actually..." Remus smiles warmly. " We do."
I begin backing away, as though they were going to blow up any minute.
"NO! You really don't I can live without the mortification thanks. Besides your a bit too late, alright?" I bump against the wall, raising my hand to my mouth regretting everything I said.
Remus and Sirius just look at me like I have said I have read a huge book for a bit of light reading like Hermione does.
"What?" They both confusedly ask in unison.
Shit. Shit. Shit. What the fuck was I thinking? Oh wait, I wasn't! Shit. I should not have said that. I should NOT have said that at all.
I should have kept quiet like a good boy and fled at the first sign of discomfort. Like when Sirius started stuttering or they said we need to chat. I can still flee for it. Lock my door, pack a bag and climb out my window. Or wait for everything to calm down a little. I could flee the country and never have to have this conversation or see the two men who are the closest I will get to a father. They wouldn't search for me in Australia or Brazil. Would they?
"What do you mean by late?" Sirius demands.
"Padfoot, I'm sure you know what he means!" Remus says rolling his eyes, earning a death glare from Sirius.
"Errrrr......" I stutter while scratching the back of my neck.
"With who?" Sirius questions me sternly.
"With whom" I correct him hoping it will keep him distracted. Sadly, it doesn't work.
"Harry, I don't give a damn! Why haven't I heard of this!?" Sirius exclaims in a quiet manor.
Yes running definitely seems the best option if I could climb out my window.
If Snape was here he would give me a shrinking solution potion to get out of this mess. However, he is very much in rehabilitation for hallucinations.
My face feels as though it is on fire. I feel like I have gone surpassed red and gone straight to a purple worthy of Uncle Vernon.
"Because it wasn't a big deal?" I answer meekly, wishing that the wall I backed into would swallow me up. Im trying, trying so, so hard not to think about that day. Or the word hard.
Shit! I'm wearing jeans.
The images run through my mind. The room of requirement, the curses we threw at each other, the sudden urge to kiss which turned into a lot more. The flushed faces and blood rushing to other body parts.
Oh God! No,no,no,no!
I bite on my lip harshly, almost drawing blood, and clench my fists trying desperately to get rid of the glorious images that are in my head.
What was it that Snape had always said?
Discipline your mind
I exhale as the thoughts float out of my mind as I think about Snape.
I open my eyes, which I never knew were closed, to find Sirius and Remus looking at me with smirks placed upon their faces.
I blush even more "Shut up!" I mumble inching towards the door to escape.
Remus shrugs while shaking his head "We're not saying anything."
I take this as my chance to leave.
"Brilliant... I'll just go and study then." My hand almost touching the door knob, but Remus is too quick for me and with one wave of his wand he locks the door, my only escape root.
A groan escapes my lips as Sirius says "Sit. Down."
"This is unnecessary" I grumble, sitting down, nonetheless.
"I think not." Sirius retorts. "You've been keeping things from us." All signs of discomfort are removed and replaced with a mischievous glint in his eyes. He no longer looks like a godfather giving the talk.
I don't trust the glint in his eyes. In fact, I just want to run from the room screaming.
I wonder how they will react to how much I have been keeping from them seen as I haven't told them about my first and second years at Hogwarts yet.
"Now." Sirius says leaning back in his chair with his feet kicked up onto the table. "Why haven't we been told of this development?"
Fuck! This is so embarrassing, discussing my sex life in the kitchen with my godfathers.
"Right." I say when I finally get the words to speak. "I can just imagine the letter 'Hey Sirius, to answer your question I'm doing fine, I just fucked someone. Bye!'"
Remus is fighting to suppress a smile, while I glower at him and Sirius.
Sirius starts to laugh "So was it a certain redhead? I bet it was." Sirius keeps misinterpreting my splutters and turns to Remus "Didn't I tell you that the Potter men had a thing for redheads?"
Dear god, just what I needed, my father being brought into this. Being compared to him, now.
Especially when it isn't true. Not the redhead part anyway. Ginny is gorgeous, I will admit, but she isn't my type.
Another image of the room of requirement comes to mind but quickly disappears after enough determination and biting on my lip.
Remus has a questioning looks in his face. "So....If it is Ginny does a certain Ronald Weasley know?"
I pale quickly at his words, as the thought of Ron reacting to my... preferences springs to mind. However, I quickly respond to Sirius and Remus who are looking at me expectantly.
"No, because it isn't Ginny." I say in barely a whisper but because of Remus being a wolf and Sirius being a dog they both have great hearing and hear what I say. I quickly look down at my feet wishing I had said yes just so that I could escape, but there's no going back now. The tears that have sprung my eyes start to spill slightly and silently.
"If it wasn't Ginny then who was it? Which girl did you pick up?" Sirius says gleaming at me until I look up and he sees the fresh tracks of tears trickle down my face. "You won't ever guess who it is if you keep looking at girls." I scoff as Sirius hugs me. They both look up at me confused.
"What do you mean Harry?" Remus asks in a comforting tone.
"Oh My God! Do I have to fucking spell it out to you? Scream it so the whole fucking world can hear? I'm Gay! Okay? I'm gay, I'm gay, I'm gay!" I scream, my voice breaking and me not daring to look them in the eye. I walk over to the door.
"Remus, unlock the fucking door!" I say with a hint of anger in my voice.
He does as I say and I run up to my room, lock my door and jump on my bed and start sobbing hysterically.