Loving You Is Hard.

Louis tossed and turned in his sleep, he couldn't find a comfortable position, or keep his thoughts from buzzing around in his head.

All he could think about was Harry, yes the Harry Styles.

He was in love with this boy, the younger lad with curly, brown hair was on his mind 24/7. Not a day, hour, minute, or second went by where Louis didn't feel at least one emotion towards him.

He either wanted to jump on top of him and kiss his face off, hold his hand and frolic through a medow, yell at him for being god damn sexy, or cry; because he'll never have him.

Harry is straight, he would never feel the way Louis does for him. But that doesn't mean Louis doesn't keep trying, like they say;

"Even spaghetti's straight until you heat it up."

Currently; Louis was in the apartment with Harry, Harry moved back in with Louis when Louis broke up with Eleanor and Harry couldn't find a place he liked to live in. Louis was totally fine with it, more time to spend with the person you love, right? Wrong, it made things worse. You know Harry likes to walk in the nude, well that didn't help Louis one bit, he'd be sitting down in the morning eating breakfast, everything would be fine and then Harry would walk in, naked. Instant boner, no doubt. He couldn't take it. He would always rush out of the room to calm himself down, and then he'd be questioned by Harry on what was wrong, always coming up with a lame excuse like "I felt sick", "I like to practice in case ninjas come.", "I like to randomly run, get the heart pumpin'", yeah, he knows. LAME. But he can't help it, and obviously he doesn't want to ask Harry to get dressed, because damn that boy is fit and attractive and why make Harry Styles walk around dressed when you can have him naked in your house, alone!? Exactly.

"Lou, you okay?" Harry sat down next to Louis, they decided to watch movie together, Harry was only wearing his boxers, he had just taken a shower.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Just zoned out a bit I guess." Loui replied slinging an arm over Harry's shoulders, Harry instantly cuddled into Louis, this is what Louis hated....and loved. He loved when he could hold Harry, or have times like this, but he also hated it because it confused him. Sometimes, Harry would act like he loved Louis, more than a friendship, and other times he would act like they are just best mates, it confused the fuck out of Louis, and he didn't like it.

"Okay." Harry smiled, putting his face in the crook of Louis' neck, his lips grazing Louis' collar bone, this made Louis shiver.

"Yeah...so what movie are we watching?" Louis asked trying to keep his attention on the screen so he wouldn't get too excited from this random, loving attention Harry was giving him.

"Oh, I don't know...I just picked one up and put it in the DVD player." Harry replied smoothly, wrapping his arms around Louis' waist.

"Okay, that helps." Louis chuckled nervously as Harry got more comfortable.

"Mhm." Harry hummed as he pressed his lips to Louis' neck.

"Harry, what..what are you doing?" Louis asked feeling goosebumps rise up on every inch of his body when he felt Harry's lips on his skin.

"Nothing, can't I give my Boo bear a kiss?" Harry asked pressing another kiss onto Louis' skin.

"I-I...y-yeah I guess." Louis stumbled over his words, completely overwhelmed by Harry's new attitude towards him.

"I have to tell you something Louis." Harry smiled into Louis' neck before breathing in sharply.

"O-okay...what is it?" Louis asked wrapping both his arms around Harry now.

"I love you." Harry whispered. Louis' heart immediately stopped, he looked down at Harry, a grin plastered on his face.

"R-really?" He couldn't believe what he just heard Harry say.

"Really, and I really want you." Harry whispered again, placing another quick kiss to Louis' neck, Louis was frozen, he couldn't speak or move, it was like all his dreams were coming true, it was like he was dreaming, but he wasn't, this was too real to be a dream.

"I-I..." Louis stuttered, unable to find the words he was looking for.

"It's okay, you don't have to say anything." Harry said moving away from Louis, only to, seconds later, get on top of Louis, straddling the older boy.

"H-Harry." Louis looked up at Harry, still shocked but utterly greatful of what was happening.

"I want you." Harry said seductively, licking his lips and bringing his face close to Louis', their lips grazing.

Louis just looked into Harry's eyes, looking for a sign that Harry was playing, it was a game, but all he saw was lust, desire, and committment.

"Harry..." Louis breathed scanning the boy's features, his eyes looking down until they landed on his torso, he quickly looked back up before his eyes wandered any farther down.

Harry crashed his lips into Louis', one  hand on Louis' hip and the other at the nape of his neck. Louis had his arms around Harry's waist, holding him tightly.

Louis gave into the kiss and melted into the couch, his lips molding perfectly together with Harry's, Harry soon depened the kiss, licking the inside of Louis' bottom lip, asking for entrance. Louis eagerly opened his mouth for Harry, who's tongue explored Louis' mouth, soon their tongues fought back and forth for dominance, Louis let Harry win, and take control. He obviously knew more about what he was doing than Louis did. Harry grabbed onto Louis' shirt and began tugging on it, wanting Louis to take it off, Louis obliged and momentarily removed his lips from Harry's and pulled his shirt over his head, tossing it to the side. Harry ran his hands up Louis' chest, kissing him again.

Louis let out a low moan and bit Harry's lip, tugging it. Harry smiled and kissed Louis harder, running his hands through the boy's hair, messing it up.

"I love you." Harry said pulling away from Louis.

"I've always loved you." Louis replied smashing his lips into Harry's again.