Do you feel guilty?

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I looked at my reflection in the dirty mirror of a bathroom of the Black household. My skin pale my eyes looked tired. I put on make up to hide my apperance. I put my hair into a black ribbon a lock of hair falling down each side of my face. I slipped on black skinny jeans and a black t-shirt my outfit for the last week or so. I trudeged downstairs wherre my brother sat with Gramgeer and the Weasley's "Wheres dad" I asked Kasen in black kinny jeans and a black shirt Mason was also wearing all black "Preparing to pick up Harry" Kasen answered "Should we be wearing all black?" I ask "Why?" a nine year old Mason asked he had grown his brown hair was skater like and he had braces which were black right now. "I don't want Harry to feel guilty when he shouldn't be he didn't kill Ced. Voldemort did" I say "But wearing balck is to pay respects to Ced" Mason says moving a peice in his game with Ron "Your right" I answer ruffling his hair my phone rings Youth of The Nation loudly

Kayla: Hello

?: Hey Kayla.

Kayla: Oh hey Ernie

Ernie: How are you holding up

I take heave a big sigh and go to the next room

Kayla: Managing and you?

Ernie: The same Cedric was a close friend

Kayla: I know look I have to go mums calling me for lunch

Ernie: Goodbye Kayla

Kayla: See you

I glanced at my phone it was 12 and I was barley woke up Cedrics death was affecting me. "Kayla how are you feeling" My mother asked "Fine" I lie sitting down all eyes were on me. They new that my heart was broken. Shattered losing someone who was like my other half. "Here's your soup hun" she said sighing my phone started ringing Ryans voice went of "It's me your best and most handsome friend pick up your phone!!!" I smiled slightly but declined the call since we were eating "We're gonna go pick up Harry" Tonks announced "Thats great" I say "C'mom Kay cheer up" Tonks adds "Tonks with all do respect I can't ok" I answered Lupin pursed his lips together signaling for Tonks just to try to make everyone laugh I finished excused myself and headed to my room and dialed Ryan

Ryan: Hey

Kayla: Sorry I didn't answer we were eating lunch

Ryan: It's cool Andrew's family is here and Shelby wanted to say hello

I smiled slightly Shelby is Andrews 9 year old sister with

blue eyes and brown curly hair that went to her waist

Shelby: Hey Kayla

Kayla: Hello Shelbs

Shelby: Whats wrong?

Kayla: Ced passed

Shelby: I'm sorry Kay!

Kayla: Its fine do you wanna talk to Mason

I could hear her blush

Shelby: Can I

Kayla: Mhmm

I went to the kitchen and handed my iphone to Mason "Mase it's Shelby" I said before leaving the room.

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I sat on the window ceil staring at the moon "This will be your room" I hear my fathers muffled voice when I hear him leave I give Harry a little bit of time to talk to his friends when I hear Granger leave I walk across the dingy dark hall. "Harr...can I talk to you" I ask he nods and follows me to my room

*Harry*

She sat on the foot of her neck as aways her neck exposed. With Kayla I couldn't help but want to leave love marks along her slender perfect neck. "Harry?" she asked like she had asked more than once "Ya?" "Do you feel guilty" she asked patting the bed next to her "A little" I said sitting "You shouldn't" she answers "But I..." she quckly placed a finger over my lips "You brought back his body Harr Voldemorts the one that killed him" she said moving the finger "I know..." I looked her outfit it was all black "Would you mind taking that off?" I asked her eyes widened "Oh no not in that...God I feel like a real prat" I facepalmed "I mean take of that black clothes" I finished she didn't respond I walked to the cherry colored boz and opened it removing a pink ribbon. I undid her hair putting it back up in the pink ribbon "There" I said "Thank you Harry" she thanked "It's no problem"

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