Your mask

1-life

You grow up with your parents telling you that you can grow up and be what ever you want to be, love who ever you want to, and be your self . As a kid you believe this, you believe that you can do what ever you want be who ever you want.you make dreams and hope and pray they come true but the truth is that they don't come true.in this world you can't be who ever you want you be, can't be your self.so we put on masks.masks that hide are true self masks that hide are true pain hide are true colors that hide are dreams that we had as a little kid.
****************Train stop*******************
Jaz:well this is good bye I love you guys so much
Cathrin/mom:we love you too are you sure you can live on your own
Chad/dad:honey it's for the best you know it
Jaz:yeah mom you know I need this okay I'll be fine and pulse Justin lives out there and I live in the same building as him,I'll be fine okay
10 minutes till train to Florida
Cathrin/mom: I know but your my baby I'm just scared okay
Chad/dad: well this is your time to have a new start okay princess
Jaz:I know dad thank you.well I love you but I have to go now
*****************on the train******************
Those where my parents chad and cathrin they met after college and fell deeply in love, then soon had my older brother Justin and then later me and my brothers , I love them with everything in me they have help me and never gave up on me even after everything I put them through. Yeah people say there your parents they have to help no they didn't have to they could have just left me to fight for my self. I hear many people tell them they should have let me die in prison, that it's was my fault but they didn't care what those people said they, they help me and I will always love them for that
***********5 hours later Miami Florida*******
Justin:well baby sister you made it
Jaz:yeah finally I can't wait to sleep on my bed
We sat in the car and I just look out at the window all the people walking talking some half naked some fully clothed smiling talking to the people next to them I take a deep breath and look up to the bright sun hopefully this will be a new start
Justin helps me get settled into my new apartment and then I get ready I need a walk and I need to find a job and do some shopping
*************ice cream shop ******************
Jaz: hey
Alice: hello what can I get you
Jaz: umm well I was looking to see if I could find a job
Alice :well let me go get the boss okay
The boss came and we talked for some time then she gave me the job and I start in in about a week. I went shopping for food and some new cloths then I went back home I need to start cleaning and then get ready for school tomorrow. I'll be a senior starting a new school almost half way into the year...just great

**************8:00 am ***********
Well I get up and then get ready I walk to school I entered the school and just put in my head phones and blast the music so I can't hear anyone I walk down the halls to find the office I get the schedule and walk to my first class the class hasn't started I move pass all the kids and sit in the back I started to scroll throw my songs till I seen a face show on my screen I turn my phone off to see a talk six foot person standing over me
Ryder :your in my seat
Jaz:I didn't see a name so
Ryder : I always sit here and everyone nows that
Jaz:suck to be you then
He then moves all my things to the side of the desk and sits next to me then he put beats over his head and starts to play at his phone the class was silent I look around to see all eyes on us.soon the teacher walked in and everyone began to start the lesson
**************lunch***************
There I go getting in my food playing dyeing in LA by panic at the disco at full blast minding my own business till I was tackled to the ground I get up to see a little small girl losing her mind
Jaz: hey it's fine
Scarlet:I'm....s..sorry.... i was...and..a
Jaz:hey look it's fine okay you don't need to say sorry I was a accident
I see her start to breath heavily in out in out
Jaz:hey are you good
Scarlet:I....I....n..need air
Jaz:come on let's go
We make are way to get some air
Jaz:hey you need to breath okay look at me in out in out
Scarlet:thank you so much
Jaz: well I should go
Scarlet:wait let me get you lunch
Jaz:no it's fine you can go with your friends
Scarlet: my friends are not here today. Well one is but he has detention. But you shouldn't be sitting alone even on your first day
Jaz:look it fine
Scarlet:I'm not tacking a no
And she didn't she pulled me to the cafeteria and we sat and ate laughed and joked around she was pretty cool. I told my self that when I get here I will keep to my self no friends equals no problems right...but scarlet kinda  grew on me in less then a day so maybe one friend wouldn't hurt anyone