How Do You Sleep? (A John Lennon Fanfic)

Yes, I'm Your Angel

December 8th, 1980.

Weeks have gone by since Chuck died. It's a shame, because he really loved Christmas. He was always that party animal. Like the male version of me, except he's always is happy and never gets mad. God, I miss Chuck.. Scott's been coping along with me and the rest of the band. It's just hard to know that he's gone. But I can't stress on it, it's not good for the baby. Sydney is about five months pregnant, so she's showing already. She's been blessed with just one baby as well. Ha, if they had another set of twins I don't know what they'd do! As for me, I'm four months pregnant. It's getting harder to hide my bump from my father. I mean, I didn't realize we'd be here in New York for so many months. Mum calls up three times a week to check up on me. She understands my busy schedule.

I sat on the edge of bed, rubbing my small baby bump. I smiled.

"Love?" I heard Scott knock on the door.

I looked up, smiling at him.

Scott smirked as he walked closer to me. He knelt beside me.

"When are we gonna tell yer dad about this little one?" He cooed, kissing my stomach.

I giggled, "I am not sure.. I'm scared that 'e's going to react like last time." I sadly said.

Scott shook his head, " 'E'll understand better, Jules. Ya two 'ave been doing better." He smiled.

I smirked, " 'Opefully..."

We both let go of my stomach as Scott sat beside me.

He wrapped one arm around me, "Do ya know when the band will record again?" He asked.

I shrugged, "Not yet, love.. Maybe after Christmas.. Besides, ya need a new bass." I smirked.

Scott shrugged, "Unless it's made by ya, no." He softly chuckled.

"Come on, we need to give my dad time in the studio now." I said, getting up from the bed.

Scott groaned, getting up. "Fine.." He mumbled.

I smirked, kissing his lips. "Love ya." I giggled.

Scott smirked, "Love ya too, but I know ya can kiss better than that." He said, smashing his lips onto mine.

There was a loud knock on the bedroom door.

"Oi! We've gotta get to the studio, ya love birds!" Dad chuckled.

"Oh, John. They are in love, let them be." Yoko said, walking beside dad.

I let go of Scott as we both started blushing.

"No, no, it's fine, Yoko. We're ready." I smirked.

Dad chuckled, "Sure didn't seem like it." He mumbled.

"Let's go now. We've got one more song on the record to record." Dad said, taking Yoko's hand.

Scott held onto my hand, "Let's go, love." He smiled. 

We all walked out of the bedroom.

I walked over to Emily as I gave her a big kiss. "I love ya, sweetheart. We'll be back later." I cooed.

Emily giggled, "Love ya, mummy." She shyly said.

I smiled, hugging her tightly.

Sydney and Steven both agreed on watching Emily and Sean for the day at the apartment. I feel bad for leaving them with Emily so much lately, but they said they don't mind.. I guess they really really love kids. I'm just glad to know my Emily is in good care.