how do i know when it's okay to pop
when it's okay to just
let myself fall
let myself breathe
and think for a moment
will it ever stop
will i be able to let go of it all
to forget the past
forever
not remembering what happened before
or after
living in the present
not in the burning intensity of not knowing when to speak
forgetting me
forgetting you
i know he will love me
i know he will accept me
but will she?
