a "break"

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hey guys - i know i don't really have a excuse to be missing but i got diagnosed with severe depression and things haven't been easy for me at all you could say say ha. i cut this short because i really wanted to post i feel like I'm gone and irrelevant now im sorry for the people who were rooting for me and who are still reading my crap i love you guys , im currently in a therapy that can hopefully reduce or maintain my depression but slowly but surely ! my health is above most important but i just wanted to let you guys know where ive been because it's not school im in my head all the time but yeah let me know what you want to see and let me know how ur life is going 💝💓💗💘 much love L U N A
kelseys pov
it's been awhile since me and harvey have spoken .
ever since that scary text message i received i don't really want to either . i feel like maybe it was planned it's like i want to know if he knew about it or not but then again it makes me wonder if he just wanted to do it for the sake of our relationship.
joey hit me up and said
j-sorry again
k-it's fine we are officially on break
k- hey why don't u come over or can i come over
j-thought you'd never ask
k-im on my way
on my way i was checking my snaps and i see harvey post on his snapchat with a girl hahaha
KILL ME

oh cute
i didn't say anything but it was a good thing that i was going to joeys house ahahah
i go in and say
"heyyy" i put my hands over his shoulders and we started making out profusely on his couch
"woah woah are you good" joey says
"well im very heartbroken but yeah im fine" i continue as i give him a hickey
"shit kelsey" he smiled
"i don't know what im doing but just know it's not legit"
he looked back at me after checking his neck
"i don't know because he just posted a photo with some bitch and now im like ugh i need to make him jealous and mad too!!"  i said
"well im here and this little bruise is here too " he suggested and raised his eyebrow
so we laid down on his couch and i took a photo of his hickey

oh cute i didn't say anything but it was a good thing that i was going to joeys house ahahah i go in and say "heyyy" i put my hands over his shoulders and we started making out profusely on his couch "woah woah are you good" joey says "well im ver...

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i posted this and that literally shows me and joey are such good teammates.
we high fived and in less that 5 minutes guess who pops up
harvey
h: hey
"oh my god joseph look should i answer" i showed him the text messages
"oh shittttt yeah yeah go for it"
k: hi
h: wyd
k:nothing
h:being dry ?
k:idk
h:anastasia what's going on
k: idk harvey you tell me
h: call me
k: idk about that
h: why
h: let me guess you're with joseph
k: yeah and ?
k: we are on a break so it doesn't matter
h: what happened to all those i love yous and how much you hated joseph
k: THATS IN THE PAST
h: so you never really loved me ?
k: harvey i did but honestly if you don't want to be in a relationship with me i don't either
h- you hurt me you were with joseph on top of him while being with me
k- I WAS DRUNK it's not my fault you didn't fucking believe me you didn't trust me that hurt me.
h-im sorry
k- okay we need to end this or have a break because clearly you just don't trust me
h- i agree
read
"jesus" i say
"hes doing way too much" joseph said
i sighs and plop on his couch
"wait but do you still hate me"
"ahahah i don't know maybe not as much"
"oh that's good"
"i guess you've changed ... for the better"
we laughed
"i guess i didn't know a person like you could change in a drastic way"
"im still shocked you're sitting in my apartment voluntarily"
"oh ahahahahahh anyways you're a great person and im not just saying that because i gave you 6 hickys im saying it because joseph you've been the only one on my mind since me and harvey got together you've always tried your best and i always blocked it"
"i don't know what i want right now but i just wanted to let you know you're the person i think about on the daily"
i hope we can one make this more than just some fuck buddies
bye joseph
i left and thought about things
it was deep

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