Never Forget

Lovers Forever

1979

"Come on darling, the video shoot!" called Christine as she applied foundation "Fucking hell, my make up always looks shitty and old!" She growled.

Stevie lay in the bed, completely naked under the thin sheet "You are perfect Christine, no make up or make up, you are the most beautiful creature I have ever seen!" Stevie smiled.

"You would say that Stevie, your too much of a little sweetheart!" Christine giggled, walking to the bed and kissing the tip of her nose "I still can't believe after all these years I have your naked sexy body in my bed!" Christine relished saying the words, she had crushed on Stevie since she first laid eyes on her, then proceeding to fall madly in love with the younger woman, her feelings getting more loving by the day, the more they got to know each other, the more they fell in love.

Christine stepped away, trying to stop herself from making love to her girlfriend again, she was soon back at the vanity mirror.

"Chris, why walk off!" whined Stevie, swishing the sheet.

"Because, I am trying to control myself, I cant let us get worn out before the shoot, we have both cut down our drug use since being together, we have to manage that!" Christine stated wisely, looking in the mirror and recalling the night her and Stevie had finally admitted their mutual feelings.

They had just started working on the new album, Christine was watching how good Stevie looked in her tight and sleek black dress at the studio, unbeknownst to Christine, Stevie was also checking her out, in her denim blue bell bottoms and white blouse. Stevie thought Christine looked amazing, puffing her cigarette, her blood boiled when Dennis Wilson walked in, kissing Christine goodbye, grabbing her ass and then leaving. Stevie watched as Christine looked depressed and got drunk. The recording session wrapped up at midnight and Stevie had seen Christine stumbling "Want to come back to my room?" suggested Stevie, feeling high on her favourite snowy dust and protective of her friend. 

"I'm going out!" Christine stated, she needed to blow off steam, she needed to forget about Stevie.

Stevie went back to her room, proceeding to get drunk and high alone, Christine found her way downtown, at an underground gay bar, in costume, she was soon drunk, stoned and high, getting carried away with a blonde who reminded her of Stevie. She had only ever kissed a girl in art school, but her feelings for Stevie were deeper.  She thought of Stevie while she let the other woman take her to the bathrooms and take control, the woman named Katie was soon doing everything she could to Christine and Christine let her, the third time Christine reached her climax, she yelled out Stevie's name. Katie slapped her and pushed her off the toilet  roughly, storming away. Christine was dazed but soon home, her one night stand had made her realise she wanted Stevie. She was longing for Stevie's love as she knocked on the door "Please let me in, I just need you!" 

Stevie heard the desperation in her best friend's voice and rushed to the door, soon helping her stagger to the bed. Christine's lipstick was smudged and her make up was all down her face "What happened?" Stevie asked, rubbing Christine's arm.

"I had a one night stand, I'm sore now!" Christine answered.

"Who was the guy, why are you sore for, he didn't force himself on you?" Stevie was worried as she gripped Christine's shoulders.

"You will hate me, you'll think I'm disgusting!" Christine stammered.

"Why?"

"It was a girl, her hand Stevie, I was drunk, her whole fucking hand in me, then I called her someone else and she slapped me off the toilet!"   Christine burst into tears, sometimes alcohol made her emotional.

"Oh my god, are you alright?" Stevie asked wrapping her arm around Christine and holding her.

"Your, your not disgusted with me being both ways?" Christine asked, wiping some tears away.

"No, because I am too, I have been attracted to a woman for a few years, I'm just scared of telling her!" Stevie answered honestly.  

"Me too!" Christine chuckled.

"Who do you like?" They both asked at the same time and laughed, then they paused, locking eyes.

Christine gently cupped Stevie's face "You have such a beautiful nature Stevie! You are so kind!"

"I think you have me confused with yourself, I'm reckless, my wild heart always flys about, your the pillar of the band!"

"I don't have it together darling , I have to be drunk and high to keep up with everyone else, I feel so old and useless . The girl I love, could do better, she would never love me!" Christine turned away.

"Tell me yours, first, then I may tell you mine!" Stevie pleaded, grabbing Christine's hand.

Christine was drunk and let the words slip "Her name is .Stephanie  Lynn Nicks!" Christine looked into Stevie's golden brown orbs and gulped.

Stevie smiled "Your joking?" 

Christine instantly forced a laugh "Yes, yes, yes!" 

Stevie had known her long enough to know, Christine wasn't joking by her tone and the serious look in her eyes "I love you too, I want you, your all I think about, I know you weren't joking!" Stevie basically leapt on Christine, snogging her on the bed, dramatically as she undressed her. Christine knew by the way Stevie was touching her, kissing her, wanting her, that she was being honest.

"I love you too, lovers forever, I love you, please take control, I want you to be in control Stevie, your my northern star, lead me to euphoria!" purred Christine. 

"Come back to bed, please!" Stevie pleaded, breaking Christine's thoughts.

Christine sighed "Fine, the video shoot can be late, I can't really think straight, knowing my sexy little girlfriend, is laying naked in my bed!" Christine crawled over the top of Stevie and started trailing kisses up her neck and down her collar bone, she looked at Stevie with a wry grin as she proceeded to her breasts, every part of them.

They both made love and laid in the afterglow, cuddling each other "Now I feel strong enough for the video shoot!" Stevie giggled.

"Your wearing me out!" Christine laughed, running her hand down Stevie's back. 

"You are not even that old!" Stevie smiled, playfully slapping Christine's behind.

"I wish I could marry you, tell the whole fucking world!" Christine laughed.

"Me too, maybe someday, my songbird!" Stevie giggled and they kissed again.