"It's over... Sandy."
Two words.
One thought.
One heartache.
I never thought that hearing you say my name
would be this painful.
Those words you said made me feel like, you are closing a door for a purpose... and that is to leave me.
We used to be inseparable.
We danced in the moonlight with no music.
We immitated the humming of the birds together and felt weird afterwards.
We go out for a coffee in broad daylight and laugh at couples who argues in the streets of Manila.
We promised no violence will ever occur between us. Be it physical or emotional. Well, you did your part out there actually. And i was thankful for that.
I just didn't notice that you were just trying your best to fit into my world. To please and love me unconditionally without you getting anything in return.
Ive been cruel to you. And that is the truth.
I know I shouldnt be hurting this way because i left you when you needed me.
And that i should understand that "at least"....you tried everything to make things work.
But i don't know what to do. And l dont know what to say. Im hurting and i cant tell you that. At least i have the decency to pretend that i understand your goodbye speech.
But the moment i said "I understand." I died.
Background music: Getting Over You by Lauv
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Purple Diary
LosoweIt's a purple diary and the diary is PURPLE. I just love purples. That's it! This is non fiction btw. But this diary is not mine either. It's from random people i know. A piece of their soul, i mean. Just sharing thoughts about love. Enjoy! 😘😉😇
