Love Again

break up

It felt like my heart was about to stop, why do i feel this way yet again? I couldn't understand what he was saying
Kim ki: yerin yerin (he screamed my name bringing me back to reality)
Yerin: oppa i am sorry please don't leave me, i will do better. Oppa please i said as i knelt down.
Kim ki: yerin i love someone else, let's just break up i can't do this anymore
Yerin: oppa what is she like? I will do everything she does please don't leave me
Kim ki: yerin you are embarrassing me, people are watching
Yerin: oppa this is our one year anniversary why are you doing this, am i not enough? What do i have to do?  I will forget everything you said please oppa i love you.
He just laughed with disgust written on his face as he watched me knee in tears.
   A beautiful tall girl walked towards our table as i was begging and Kim ki hugged her
Kim ki: yerin this is sunny my girlfriend
   She looked at me with pathetic eyes and smiled
Sunny: oppa you were right she is so old fashioned, how did you cope with this for so long
Kim ki: yerin i am sorry but i love sunny and i hope you can understand, i really tried but you don't match my taste plus i never really liked you, i dated you because the boys thought i couldn't go out with you and make you love me, it was just a bet among my friends. Did you ever think i would ever want to date someone like you?
They both laughed and walked out of the  restaurant holding hands.

I felt like i was crushed into a million pieces, this wasn't the first time, i heard those words, i was never good enough for them. The rain wasn't merciful either as it poured with all his force on me.

   My name is yerin a final year theater art major in Seoul university, i am an introvert who is shy and i hardly talk in class hence i was always given the most insignificant role in our class play, my nickname was invisible yerin because no one ever notice i am gone until they need a costume. I dream of being a top actress like Kim so hyun one day but my boyfriend oh ex (Kim ki) would always laugh and say " that's for beautiful people, talentless people like you always remain as stunt double for them stop dreaming" .
   The rain seem endless as i walked home (i live alone in Seoul, appa and umma lives in Busan)

                                #HOME#
Phone ringing (ring tone bts fake love)
Mina calling
Mina is my best friend, we are in the same major unlike me Mina is out going
Yerin: hey Mina
Mina: yerin na how was your anniversary? Where did you guys go to? Did you have fun?
I managed a little laugh at how excited she was while trying to fight the tears back, in a shaky voice i said
Yerin: no Mina
Mina: yerin what's wrong? Should i come over
Yerin: no i am fine
Mina: no you are not, i am on my way now.

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