Night is where is starts
The bed is where I'm supposed to be asleep
Where I'm supposed to be safe from my thoughts
The more I lie awake the more it progresses into something worst
I just toss and turn with my heart pounding to a point where I almost can't breathe,trying to get comfortable and go to sleep so it'll end.
I use to be able to just cry it out and it'll be all over,but I can't. I feel as if I wouldn't be able to stop. As if all my suppressed feelings,thoughts,etc.. will come flooding out.
