Why do ppl think it is there goal to make others miserable all the freaking time i mean like dont they have something better to do. Csnt they just keep it to themselves but no we just love taking it out on people we love its freaking comical how often this happens.we have this friend e fuck up our relationship and then start giving half assed apologies for our behaviour whilst feeling sorry for ourselves because once you have been abandoned but here's the thing. This happens because you did something they can't just be expected to take your shit all the time just like you shouldn't take someone else's.
We own the love we think we deserve no matter how unworthy the next person might be. We hold on to tight to some people cause we think it would be better this way but that the thing it's not we are just paving way to get hurt. We let people hurt us and then we hurt the ones that dont deserve it other times we r put in situations where u can't choose but u need to make me decision based o ur priorities but u r kid and u don't know What you half the time.
Okay so maybe you aren't a kid which i certainly am not but making decisions like those can be so hard and sometimes it's sucj a close call that u maybe left whiplashed but u gotta do what u gotta do and funnily enough its ur loved ones who put u in this awful position. I dont understand why but really love pitching against one another like it's some sort of sick twisted competition.
I hope that there will come a day when no one will ever have to wonder why the fuck do we even exist if we ginna hurt eachother so much.
