Floating

this is it.

I wish I could tell you how much you mean to me.

I wish I could you could look through my eyes and see what I see.

You found me inside my darkness.

You opened my heart, and made me hurt a little less.

I struggled for so long, and I think I always will.

But you'll always be there, cheering me on to climb those hills.

The mountains can be massive, and I'll battle myself as I climb.

But it's nice to know, that I can take my time.

You don't force my emotions to reflect something better.

You hold my hand, take it in stride and help me conquer the weather.

Sometimes the storms rage harder than usual.

You tuck me in tight, even when I'm feeling delusional.

You love me for me.

Just like I always wanted it to be.

You make me smile when I'm hurting.

And pull me back from the edge of reverting.

You took my fingers in yours and walked me in the opposite direction.

You stuck me in front of a mirror and told me I was perfection.

You gave me meaning in this wretched life.

You gave me the title of being your wife.

I'll thank the Heaven's every day.

For bringing you to me, and I'll thank you for wanting to stay.

I thank you for crying with me.

For laughing with me.

I thank you for setting my mind free.

I no longer fear the world as much as I use too.

I no longer fear the past thanks to you.

I can take a deep breath.

And I don't ponder the thought of death.

My arms don't feel numb anymore.

They tingle everytime you touch me, it's something I've never felt before.

You gave me hopes.

You gave me dreams.

You stitched up the edges wear I was tearing at the seams.

You gave me our children.

And a foundation to build on.

I wish I could express the person you are to me.

I don't think words will ever be enough, but they'll have to be.

I wish you could sit in my shoes.

Then you could feel how simple it is for me for you to always be the one I'll choose.

In this lifetime. In the next. And any life after that. 

I'll love you forever, there's no doubt about it.

You're the puzzle piece that will always fit.

You've left me floating.

Instead of drowning.

And my prayers came true.

When they sent me you.