Innocence (Completed)

What's Wrong With You?

"Ouch!"

"Im sooo sorry!" I said rubbing my hand on my head. "I-I just wasn't expecting..."

Cynthia giggled and looked at me.

"It's okay... just relax." She pushed me back down and I looked up at the ceiling wonder why I was doing this knowing I didn't really want to. Why do I let my brothers get in my head so much?

   I felt Cynthia undo my belt buckle and Michelle slightly move my shirt up exposing my stomach. My heart rate increased and I started taking deep breaths. I gripped the blankets on either sides of me. I was filled with nerves.

   I felt Cynthia undo my pants button and zipper. I couldn't help but to cover my eyes with both of my hands. I heard one of the girls giggle. Then I felt someone hover over me and move my hands.

"Michael if you don't want to do this, we don't have to." Michelle said looking down at me with a look of concern.

I didn't want people to think I was a kid or worse, gay.

"N-No... I want to.. um.." I wasn't sure what I was trying to say because my brain was fighting with itself right now.

Cynthia laid next to me on her side so that she was facing me. She whispered in my ear, "We don't have to have intercourse, Michael."

I blushed and looked at her confused. I thought that's what this was all about. If we didn't do... that... then what were we gonna do?

She read the confusion in my face and said, "There are other ways, ya know?" She trailed the buttons on my shirt down and bit her lip.

"L-Like what?" I wondered curiously.

"Like you lay back, and let us make you feel good." Michelle said.

I wasn't sure at all what she was referring to, but if I didn't have to have sex with them, I guess it couldn't be too bad... right?

I laid back, on my own this time. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. It was silent for a few seconds till I heard Cynthia laying next to me again. She kissed my cheek and then my lips slowly. Her kiss way way better. Maybe because she wasn't wearing lipgloss. I let her control this kiss as I let my breathing slow up. I started to feel relaxed just from her kissing me. She broke away and I opened my eyes, "Focus on me, okay?"

   I looked at her confused. What else would I be focused on? But I just nodded and obeyed. I felt her lips press against my cheek and trail down to my neck once again. I actually loved this feeling. It sent shivers down my spine. My focus on Cynthia was interrupted when i realized that Michelle was pulling my pants down to my ankles.

"Wait-..." I looked at what she was doing and Cynthia soon came back to my lips.

"It's okay... just focus on me."

   She pressed her lips on mine once more but I couldn't help but to focus on what Michelle was doing down there. I felt her go for my boxers. What is she doing? My heart raced and my hands started sweating again. I furrowed my eyebrows as I tried to relax and think about the kiss and nothing else. I felt my boxers go around my ankles and my heart felt like it stopped for a moment. I yanked away from the kiss and looked up at Cynthia with big eyes. I know my face was flushed red with embarrassment. Cynthia giggled then peaked back at Michelle and 'me'.