insomnia ; lee taemin

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you and taemin were in the same bed and you tried sleep two hours ago. you just couldn't fall asleep. you slowly tried to get out of bed trying to not disturb taemin during his sleep. you successfully made it out of the bed and just as you tiptoed to the door you heard a voice.

"(y/n) get back in bed and sleep. this is your 5th time trying to get of bed." taemin groggily said

"i have to use the bathroom..." you stated quietly hoping he would let you past him.

"for the 5th time in 2 hours?" he said sitting up in the bed rubbing his eyes and yawning

"i have bladder problems...?"

he sighed and patted the part of the bed next to him. "come on (y/n) come over here."

you reluctantly waddled over and plopped yourself back into the bed next to taemin who was staring at the ceiling.

"why can't you sleep?" taemin asked while adjusting himself to get comfortable and covering himself in the thick warm blanket.

"i don't know i'm just having a hard time. i guess it's stress." you with frustration highly evident in your voice.

"if you can't fall asleep then just lay here in my arms," Taemin said extending his arms around your waist and pulling you closer to his warm body.

with taemin's body heat it had just occurred to you how cold you were. nothing had felt more comforting than being wrapped in his arms. sitting in his arms melted your heart and took all the weight off your shoulders.

"want to talk about anything? maybe it will help you fall asleep." taemin said lightly tracing circles in your (c/h) (h/t) hair.

"what is there to talk about? we practically talk to each other twenty four seven. and for once i think i actually don't know what to talk about."

he lightly chucked and you could feel the vibration from his body kind of like a ripple effect.

"does that mean you're getting tired of me?"

you scoffed, "i'll never get tired of you."

more of taemin's laughter filled the sweet summer air. the moonlight seemed to be hitting him in all the perfect places. he certainly was on the lucky side of genetics.

the conversation between you and taemin seemed to go absolutely nowhere until he asked a certain question.

"what do you think will happen to us in the future?" He asked humming very softly.

that was a hard question to answer. you didn't think about the future often. the future was scary and full of mystery. maybe that's why you always pushed people away, because you were afraid of knowing that one action they brought onto you would change your whole future.

"the future is terrifying taemin-ah. all i know for certain is that i want to get married. i don't care to who anymore as long as they love me and i love them."

"would you want to get married to me?" taemin said turning to you. he was now wide awake and his sparkling eyes showed a significant amount of hope. hoping you would say yes.

"well do you love me?" you said looking back at him.

"i do. i love you."

"hm, since i don't really know what i want in the future. jagi what do you want?" you said not breaking eye contact with taemin.

"my future with you? marriage and kids. well three kids to be exact."

"three children? You know how hard childbirth is on the human body."

he squeezed your hand lightly "but I know you're strong and can deal with those kinds of things."

you chuckled at his kind sincere words. "stop being so nice i'm trying to sleep not fall more in love." you joked

"well, i'd hope you'd only fall in love with me more every day."

"for someone that mainly writes songs about sex you're too sweet."

"i'm only that way with you. the fans get to see the more sensual side of me" he said hugging you a little tight

"and i don't?" you said pouting

"do you want to?"

"it's like 3 am calm down and stop being so weird."

"you started it and you know you love me for it jagi~"

"unfortunately, yes I do."

taemin closed his eyes and drifted off leaving you to be drowned in your thoughts.

eventually, it came to your future with taemin would all of that stuff really happen. the kids, getting married, and how taemin himself would grow as an artist. you loved this man with a strong passion and you wanted him to be happy but was he really happy with you?

soon your thoughts concluded as your body began to prepare you for sleep.

you whispered, "goodnight taemin-ah I love you..."

word Count:820

insomnia: complete

playlist: one of these nights - red velvet

                my consequence - hey violet

                cereal - crush & zico

                replay - shinee

               still into you - paramore

                

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