To My Nerdy Crush

To my Nerdy Crush,

How are you doing all these years? Have school been as great as mine was? Was it even better? It funny how times fly by. Honestly I'm sure all of us would've thought we'll be out of school but here we are. Still young and alive. There's been this secret I kept from you and close friends. Never in million years would this happen but it did. I have a crush on you. How is just a strong word as to why. Why did it happen and how it happen?

I don't know why or how'd happen. Could it been those warm brown eyes of yours? Filled with these sparks of excitement each time when we talked about anime, or the strange life of our crazy class. It could've been that smile of yours. Ever so sweet that can melt any hardship away and can distract anybody just by one look. No, your personality is where the sun hit home.

We sat next to each other in class and both dared not speak. It continued on to the next day that'll turned into weeks. At first glance, you seemed to be this mysterious guy that never talked in class. You would always have a book in your hand, either reading or doing assignments. That day where we had that assignment together, it had opened me to another world. Laughter, hearing that laughter of yours just made my heart thumped lightly.

You stuffed your face with candy, and asked me if I wanted some. It was the first time I heard your voice and seeing that shining bright smile had left me in wonders. I thought to myself, oh wow what's happening to me? It can't be, but it was. I had a small crush on you. Day after day and months after months, my crush for you goes deeper. Each day I would run to the class we both shared. I would be lying if I didn't want to miss the bell and being scolded by our teacher. If I get to see you, I'll go to that class everyday.

Our love about anime and than to games. I can go on with you and never become bored! You place smiles on my face each time you spoke. There was times where I wanted to tell you, how I feel and hoped you felt the same. No, I didn't tell you. Fear and only thoughts of hurting someone dear to me cross my path. It was too late, you showed your smile to your nerdy girlfriend. My mind stopped working, I was happy but sad. I was excited but confused. Nothing could explain how much I felt. I stopped talking to you.

We send some messages. And using your nerdy girlfriend to send messages for you from me. It was to this point, I needed to say this to you. My nerdy crush, be happy. Be happy so I'll be happy.

-Love, book lover friend