Dear Secret Crush,
My "love story" seems like a movie.
It all started last year. We met in the summer, so I haven't known you long, but it feels like I've known you for decades. You are one of the most incredible people I've ever met. You are the boy that every girl dreams of. You are the best-looking person I've ever seen. You have the perfect smile, I could stare into your eyes for hours, they are just so perfect.
But even besides appearance, you are the most amazing person on the inside that I've ever met. You have this incredibly genuine personality. You have this laugh and smile that could light up a whole room. And not to mention you have an incredible taste in music.
But in this situation, I'm the lucky one, because I get to see you almost every day. I get to just come over to your house and spend time and laugh and hang out and it doesn't seem suspicious, but that's because you're like a brother in ways also. Every time I see you, "sparks fly, It's like electricity". You instantly make me smile.
Your jokes are the best, mainly because they are just stupid. And the stupid and funny videos you make us watch are insane. You truly are an amazing person and don't let your stupid ex-girlfriend make you think any different.
What makes me smile a lot, is when your dad always says stuff joking around. He always jokes around about the two of us dating in a year or even in a couple of months. But whenever he mentions that you make this face. This face like you would never.
And that my friend, breaks my heart. But, here's when it becomes confusing. You make that face whenever someone mentions "us".
Yet you:
-Lay next to me on the floor and watch stupid videos together
-Out of the 7-foot long couch you decide to sit right next to me
-In the car, you sit next to me, not in the front
-You chase me around the house out of everyone including your little sister
-When we eat dinner you sit directly next to me
-When we all watch a movie you sit on the two person couch with me and fall asleep with your head on my pillow
After any of these moments you just make me wonder. You never leave my head. You're always in my dreams.
I wanna just lay with you in your bed as you hold me and we just take cute pictures and never leave each other's arms.
I think about you all the time. All. The. Time. I've written love letters on my phone to you before but never did I ever think about sending them to you or telling you about them.
You are a total dream but at the same time a total nightmare. Why? Because I can't have you.
You are my "bfb", my best friend's brother.
I love you.
#ToAllTheBoysILovedBefore
