I don't see how you don't notice me. Why cant you see I'm in love with you. You flaunt your abs every day at school, I stare- just like everyone else- but your my sisters boyfriends best-friend. Jamie and Vic hang out with me all the time. You are there sometimes as well. You're nice to me, so frickin nice. I just want you to know I would take care of you. I would give you foot-rubs after work, and back rub if you need. We can stay in and binge watch Netflix or we could go out. Whatever your up for. If ya wanna go out with your friends, go for it. Go have fun, were in high school, I'm not your whole life. All that I ask in return is loyalty.
I love how your deep blue eyes compliment your bright blonde hair.
How your right ear is pierced, but you never wear an ear-ring.
How you have one little tattoo on your pinky finger.
How you roll up your long sleeves to your elbows.
How your dimples look when you smile.
How you care about everything.
How you play basketball.
How you're so kind.
How you're you.
I love the way you look at me when I do something clumsy (in which you know, I do a lot). You look at me and call me a klutz, I don't mind that. I truly love you. We've hung out and even kissed once. My mom says that she can see that you like me too. I was starting to believe her until now. Now that you have a girlfriend, I don't see you as much. Why are you even with her!? She treats you horribly! She makes you do everything. She never 'lets' you hang out with your friends. She's a "Bad Girl". You don't see her that way, that really bothers me. She's so different around you. You don't see how she treats me when you're not around. She threatens me by saying if I ever try anything with you, I would pay. Normally I would not care, but I want you to be happy.I want you to see me as the goof that you walked in on dancing, in her underwear with a face mask on. The one you like third wheeling with. My first kiss. My first love.
I love that whenever we play Truth-or-Dare, you take it way too seriously. Like when Vic dared you to pierce your ear, and it had to be the right one. Or to shave your whole head that summer.
I know its a long shot, but this is me saying to you, I wanna hang out. Just as friends and then if you feel something more, we could try it. I know I sound desperate but if you say no to this I'll stop. You wont hear anything from me about it. I'm just saying, give it a shot. So, I guess I'll say talk to you later.
-Jammie Lynn
10-29-13
