Today I finally found acceptance
I accepted that one of my oldest friendships has come to a well Fought for for rest. This person will never be less to me. They will forever be my friend, but not in the ways of the past. Thought I did feel a Rival to the others who replaced me, I no longer sulk in my feeling displacement. But I learned to cherish the memories that once made up our young lives together. Before I realized that they had moved on for the better, I was in Disbelief, I denied the truth to be set free. Not long after I wanted to scream, I was furious at this person, and all the people who dismembered me from my group. I was angry at the people who took my place.
Then I would conspire with my brain at night, telling my self the they would come back if I changed my self, I bargained my true personality for the chance to be there friend again. But only to fail, to feel my heart crumbling, I fell down the whole of depression, I felt worthless. I told myself it was my fault, I was the reasoning behind this fallout, I was the reason we had grown apart. I feel better now my heart doesn't hurt. My regret is no longer a burden, I can accept that we have grown apart. I realize now that two leaves from the same tree can fall A mile apart.
