Look Past My Imperfections

I want to go back

Take me back to the days where it didn't matter

Take me back to when nothing seemed to be there when i was around you

I want to go to the time where all my problems seemed to disappear

I just need to be able to see what it was like when i was happy

All those times you cared

All those times you didn't want to

But you did

I want to go back to the time where we went to the movies

Best memory I have

Best day ever

When someone says "this is the best day ever"

There is usually something that can top that day and make the next day the best day ever

But i truly believe nothing can top that moment

It may seem like nothing but it meant something

All the tears just thinking about it makes me fill up water bottles upon water bottles

maybe buckets even

filled with my regrets and broken promises

I want to go back

to where we always held hands and didn't care who saw it

It showed me you cared enough to even hold my dirty filthy hands

Those occasional hugs always helped me too

I just want to go back to where times were easier

I didn't have to worry about it all ending

So sudden

My life feels like its falling apart and i cant put it back together

I want to go back

And no one will let me

I just want to go back

Let me go back

Tell me its gonna be okay

stay up with me all night making sure I'm alive

Tell me no one hates me

Tell me I'm loved

Say I love you even if we are just friends

Saying I love you means a lot more to me than you think

Don't tell me to go away

I can't

I won't

I want to remember all those times but every time i do i cry

It all meant a lot to me

i felt like i was cared for in a way no one else could do it

I never cared about how you looked

Or how your voice sounded

Or how you did things

Or the grades you got

Or how smart you are

I just cared that you were still there, by my side

If i can't go back

then i can't go on

This whole thing is fucking dramatic just ignore thissss