shocker~chibs teleford love story

Chapter 1

(Sorry I changed face claim but I picture julianne moore better)
"Ready to go back to normal?" My mom Gemma said taking a final look around my apartment.
"Yeah,yeah I am,jax needs his big sister"I sighed and blew my freshly dyed red hair outta my face and rolling up my sleeves grabbing my purse and walked towards the apartment buildings steps.
"Shoulda got one of the guys to help us"Gemma said as she stuffed a few misc items in the back seat of her suv.
"Let me drop off my keys and I'll be ready to go alright ma?" I said as she nodded and lit a cigarette.
I walked up to the front desk. "Hey Mercedes! You all packed up?" Andy my old landlord said taking the keys from me as I was grabbing my safety deposit. I nodded. "It'll be a change but family calls" I smile. "You ever needs a place to stay again you let us know we got you" Andy said squeezing my hand as he handed me my cash. I smiled and walked out to the car.
"Tig just called" Gemma said as I got in the car and buckled my seatbelt.
"You tell him?" I huffed and put my cell phone in the door.
"Yeah he didn't tell no one tho, He got your Jeep at TM" gem said and I nodded.
"How's jax?" I asked my big sister vibe strong as I looked over at my mother shaking my head when she offered me a cigarette.
"Worried.. idk he's distant he doesn't wanna go see Abel, I slapped him before I left." She stated rolling her window down.
"For what?" I asked shocked. Looking at her confused.
"He said he don't wanna go see his son if he's just gonna die a week later." She sighed putting her sunglasses on.
"He's weak hearted..it happens he's goin cold, that's all they know" I sighed looking out at the open road.
"I know baby,speaking of cold have you talked to him?" Gem asked being her nosey self,
"Who jax?" I asked playing stupid and took a sip of my raspberry lemonade.
"Baby I'm not stupid, a certain Scotsman?" She asked.
I sighed knowing she was just waiting to bring this up. If anyone knew gem better then gem it was Mercedes.
"Mom.. do we gotta?" I asked looking at her.
"I'm just asking same with tig we're worried about you both.." she said giving her daughter a hand squeeze but her eyes meant business.
" I haven't talked to Phillip since before I left charming, just wasn't meant to be" I sighed glancing around the car.
"Wasn't meant to be my ass, you were together for almost 5 years you got that crow for a reason." My mom said pointing at my crow tattoo at the base of my neck.
"He wasn't meant to be for me then..I went thru some shit ma he just wasn't there..where was he? In Ireland with his wife and daughter." I said snappily looking at the passing trees.
"I know.. I remember the phone call from tig.." she said.
Tig has been my very best friend from day one. My dad was JT and Gemma,my mom but I was the only girl and I was the oldest out of jax and Thomas I was almost 9 when jax was born and I was 11 when mom had Thomas. I'm the reason JT and Gemma got married. But I grew up a lot with my grandparents I fell in love with the my grandma roses garden. I was a daughter they never really had my mom was the runaway violent teenager but with me I was like a second start I went to church, I didn't smoke or drink ,I wasn't interested in my dads biker gang. It wasn't until my dad died that I left and I came home and I was much older. I started to party and my protectiveness with jax went overboard. I almost killed Tara.. if it wasn't for Chibs she woulda been dead. The only reason I'm coming back is for jax and my nephew. Wendy has been petrified of me for obvious reasons. Before I left I got pregnant and I fell in love with Phillip "Chibs" Telford . I know right? Typical.. the good girl fell for the big bad biker and got pregnant blah blah. Well I wasn't born with the family flaw,but it found me. When I got pregnant we had a party to celebrate the gender and I was out decorating the cake when all of a sudden I felt a sharp pain in my heart it was happening for a few weeks but I thought maybe it was because of the baby growing. We didn't even think. Before I knew it I hit the floor pulling down the cake and plates with me. Mom and tig came running In glass was everywhere and there I was passed out cake all Thru my hair and covered in glass. They brought me in for surgery. The open heart surgery was to much they gave me a csection right then and there I was only 28 weeks. The baby didn't make it,thanks to our lovely family flaw as well. We had a boy. His name was jackson-John Alex teleford. Jack for his uncle Jackson,John for dad and Alex for the best godfather any little boy could want. Phillip left didn't hold him or nothing he flew off to sambel in Ireland to be with his wife and little girl for 6 weeks i left before he even came back,taking JJs ashes with me. If it wasn't for tig I'd be lost. Tig was there when JJ died in my arms, tig was there when I cremated my boy and had a funeral for him. Tig was there to take away my alcohol, and tig was there when he moved me from charming before the so called Scotsman even came back.
"Baby?" My mom asked snapping me outta my stupor as i took in my surroundings and we pulled into TM.
"Sorry dozed off, I think" I said gulping my nerves almost restricting my throat.
"I just gotta run and grab your keys from tig do you wanna come? The boys are on a run" she stated opening the car door and looking at me. I nodded I couldn't leave tig hanging. I took a deep breath before I got outta the car.
"Tigger!" Gemma yelled walking into the office looking around for tig, he was up under a hood of some chev.
"Trager!" Gemma yelled hitting her hand on the glass window separating the garage and the office.
Tig popped up looking annoyed but  when his bright blue eyes settled on me and I couldn't erase the smile off my face I ran outta the office.
"Mercy!" Tig yelled picking me up and spinning me. I could care less if I was full of grease.
" came to get her keys" gem said smiling.
"They're in the office." Tig said simply his arms still wrapped around me his face buried into my hair. Gemma laughed and walked towards the office. Her breaths coming easier now that she knew her daughter was safe and happy.
"Are you okay? How are you feeling? Taking your meds right?" Tig asked quickly holding me at arms length. I nodded quickly.
"Do you Guys need help with anything? Moving her stuff into your place? Anything like that? I can get the boys to watch the place no problem"Tig said pointing to the other mechanics.
"No it's fine tigger, we got the keys we're gonna drop off the bags of at the house and then we are gonna go straight to the hospital." Gemma said putting the keys in her purse.
"I can drive her I don't mind-"Tig started but Gemma held up her hand.
" I want to see my grandson Trager I can drive her" Gemma cut him off quickly making Mercedes roll her eyes.
"I'm a grown women I'm more then capable to drive myself you know." I said  said crossing my arms and looking at the two.
"Awh mercy! To sassy and cute for your own good!" Tig said grabbing me and tickling me but giving gem a pointed look that Gemma seemed to understand. But Mercedes's didn't miss it.
"Tig nooo stop that!" She giggles running away from him back to her mothers car getting in before he caught her.
"If you need me while your up at that hospital I mean it im here."Tig said putting his hand on the back of my hand and kissing my forehead.
"Out of breath already old man!" I said laughing at him and shaking my head.
"Gonna take a lot more then that to get me outta breath darLin" Tig laughed winking quickly as gem got in the car. There's the Tig we all knew and loved.
"If I needs ya I'll call" Gemma said sliding on her sunglasses and started pulling out of TM,watching as Tig waved at us as we went.
"Home sweet home baby" Gemma said sighing as we pulled into the driveway.
"Yeah.. home sweet home" I said looking around as I climbed outta the suv.
"Grab your bags leave your purse we gotta go to the hospital regardless" gem said heaving My two suitcases out of the trunk and I grabbed my third one pulling it up the front porch.
"Alright mommas home relax" Gemma said leaving the bags by the stairs and walking into the kitchen talking to her birds.
" I'm just gonna change real quick alright ma?" I called out to her grabbing a pair of leggings and a cardigan shirt. I didn't hear her response as I climbed the steps walking into my childhood bedroom. After changing I slowly walked around looking at the pictures on the wall some was me and the club me and my dad finally a couple of just me and chibs. I took one of the wall glancing at it as I sat on the bed rubbing my face with my hand and sighing.
"Mercedes! Time to go" Gemma called from down the steps. I stood up dropping the picture in the teal garbage can, and walking down over the steps following Gemma out to the car and heading to the hospital to meet my nephew.