To: The one I Loved
Let me tell you about how I Loved you but didn't know I loved you until I had no choice but to let you go and disappear out of my life like the snow does when the spring is upon us.
It was the first day of freshman year and I was a nervous wreck I thought everything was wrong my close, my hair and everything then I saw you and everything changed. You came into my view in the hall like the shining light I knew I needed that day when you came into my sight I thought I heard the heavens singing.
At first, I really didn't think much into it I just thought that you would be just like my hallway eye candy, So a person I see that makes me happy on even the worst of my days. Then everything turned around when I found out that I had French with you and I just Thanked God that I got to see you every day; so that every day I would be able to say that I smiled.
To me, you were just a little crush that I thought would go away after time. Then I realized you were not going to go away from mind because I would find myself awake at midnight just thinking about you, like the way you smiled at me or the way we talked in French about how difficult classes were or the way you would scream my name every time I would say something funny, scratch that most of the time you are the only one that found me funny which made me happy that I could see you smile because of me.
Before I knew it we had become really close like we knew each other for years and that made me the most happiest freshman in the world, just from your radiant smile and the little talks we would have in French on our way home because we found out we both lived in the same neighborhood and it was close to the school so we would walk home together which again made me feel all giddy and happy inside, I would just come home smiling from ear to ear and that made my freshman year the best year of my life.
Before I knew it though you broke my heart and I don't think you meant to do it. You just fell in love with my best friend and it's not your fault who you fall in love with. I blame it on me for not stepping forward, so I just backed off. You and my best friend looked the happiest and I didn't want to break that. Just know that I didn't know I loved you until I actually had you out of my life, the person that made me happy when my world felt like it was falling apart. So I just Thank you.
Love, your pass secret lover
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