I'm addicted. Using code "james" got the best of me. Dammit. DAMMIT! Why did I have to take another whiff. Why, why another snort. The shiny powder was all over the floor. All over my face. And all up inside of me. It's an addiction. It's terrible. I'm glad nobody found out yet.
"JAMMMEESSSSS COME DOWN"
"Okay Mom."
I try to wash my face. I scrub and scrub but dammit, this highlighter powder doesn't come off. I cover up the highlighter with some concealer.
"James, Ethan's wedding is today. Get dressed."
"Who's he getting married to now?"
"Emma Chamberlain? I think that's her name."
"Oh. Ok."
I get dressed. I think to myself : if I bring a small bag of power with me, maybe I can go in the bathroom before the wedding starts to snort some. I stuff some in the inside pocket of my jacket.
*the wedding*
"Hi sister james!"
"Oh hey, Ethan. I'm happy for you."
I hug Ethan. The bag makes a crinkly sound.
"James, what was that?"
"Oh nothing! Don't worry about it!"
"Oh...alright...."
I started to feel kind of light headed so I ran to the bathroom and went into a random stall, shut the door, and got out my bag of highlighter dust.
I'm relieved. Now I'm at peace.
Ethan walks in.
"Yo james are you good?"
"I'm....f...f...ine!"
"You don't sound so good"
I snapped and got defensive.
"IM FINE LEAVE PLEASE GO FUCK EMMA."
Ethan knocks down the bathroom stall door.
"What the fuck James?"
"ITS UH POWERED PINK DRINK...WITH GOLD?"
"James. I know what this is. I... i can't look at you right now."
Ethan leaves. Fuck! And he was really hot *sigh* Why do I do this to myself? This is why Ian doesn't even talk to me. I can't call him a sister. Not even brother. Just.. Ian. Although Ethan is mad at me, I go out to attend the wedding.
Grayson walks up to me.
"Yo james. Take a seat next to me!"
"Okay." I guess he didn't know Ethan was mad. Grayson is still hot I guess..
Pastor- "I am pastor hdy. We are all gathered here to witness the marriage of Emma chamberlain and Ethan Dolan. Do you sire Ethan take Emma Chamberlain to be your wife?"
"Yes."
"And do you Emma chamberlain take Ethan Dolan to be your wedded husband?"
"Uh yeah!"
Everything started going blurry.
"You May now kiss the bride."
And all I saw was pitch black. I fell out the chair.
Ethan- "OH MY GOD. IS THERE A DOCTOR HERE?"
Pastor- "I am pastor hdy, but I'm also doctor hdy!"
Ethan- " WELL GET YOUR DOCTOR ASS OVER HERE AND HELP US!"
Pastor/ dr hdy checks his pulse. He's...... dead.
